Friday, February 27, 2009

My POV of having a crush.

I was inspired by David Archuleta's song titled Crush to blog about this matter.. this is my point of view about having crush on someone. The moment you have crush on somebody, these are how you feel:
Crush is sweet, 
Crush is mesmerizing,
Crush is dazzling, 
Crush is thrilling, 
Crush is maniacal, 
Crush is pure adoration, 
Crush makes you swoon over him/her, 
Crush makes you drool over him/her, 
Crush creates feelings of cozy and warmth inside your body, 
Crush makes you heart fluttering in your chest, 
Crush makes your stomach twisted in a knot, 
Crush makes your cheeks burning hot, 
Crush makes your cheeks redden, 
Crush makes you feel very nervous, 
Crush makes your heart stop suddenly, 
And still, Crush doesn’t last long, 
Crush is brief like the summer season,
Crush is mere trifle, 
Crush is forgettable, 
Crush is painful, 
Crush is depressing, 
Crush is disappointing, 
Crush drains you.

Sunday's dinner.

       So sorry that this post is a bit late already... i don't have time to post it, since i was really busy this week, ok..let's get it started, last Sunday,there was a dinner at Cinta Sayang Resort, it's called appreciation dinner, purpose to appreciate and to thank our foundation lecturers, but the food was not enough..haishhh..to little for 9 people..huhu.. the 1st show performed by Z1B, with the candles..what a great show by them, then, my class's turn to perform, our show was like the medley, we did our best..and we had so much fun on the stage..hehe.. next, Ky's solo performance. Nice voice you got girl.. last but not least, the duo performance by Zack and Afiq.. Zack sung the Bunkface's song 'Situasi' while Afiq played the guitar.. it was way cool and truly happening show by both of them, overall, the dinner was a blast..a well done job to all the dinner committees!! for making the dinner a memorable event..good job guys! i'm lazy to elaborate some more. let the pics tell the story kayy :D Here goes the pictures of the night..yeay!!






kaylah, I think that's all. actually there are lots more pictures from the dinner..
but too lazy to upload them.. gotta go.. i need to continue watching the 1 litre of tears drama series.. damn..the drama is soooo sad... huhu..

with lotsa love,
Me.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Keserabutan melanda diri

saya tgh serabut nie..
huhuhu..
900 words to go..chaiyok2!

Ya Allah, berilah aku petunjuk dan dorongan..
mudahkanlah urusan aku..
somoga segalanya berjalan dgn lancar..
Amin.

kepala serabut,
Tina.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Sometimes we just need to chill.

that's the way you should be gurl! life is beautiful!

Speechless rite now... tina is feeling under stress rite now... grrrr.... i need some guidance!! help!!
lacking ideas to type the article review..haisshh..wtf!! extremely tension rite now!! ok ok...chill chill tina.. cool down tina. just relax..and things will go fine in the end..ok dear!!

p/s: this is not an emo post..hehe..

rite now i'm in a challenging situation... my roommate is making good progress with her review..grrrr...so envy with her.. hmm..currently listening to this song.. terus bersemangat buat assignment haha

Artist : Bunkface

Title : Situasi

Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
Reputasi kini menjadi bisu
dan aku , ku layu
disitu
Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
itulah impian aku

C/O

Dan bila kau menghilang
Musnah la, musnah impian
tuk menggapai bintang
terangi hidup ku
Ku mahu kau tahu
engkaulah, destinasiku
dalam ingatanku .. oh oh oh…
Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
menempuh hidup yang ku temui
dan aku , ku tunggu .. oh oh oh
disitu
Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
itulah impian aku

C/O dan C/O lagi… =)

Sunday, February 22, 2009

a token of appreciation.

      Tonight is going to be a big day for us, the NZ clan.. it's the appreciation dinner.. purpose is to appreciate our foundation's ex-lecturers.. who had worked very hard to brush up our language skills.. thanks for everything sir, madam, puan, miss... hmm.. i'm feeling torn rite now, not sure of what to wear for the dinner.. for the past few weeks, i've been looking for the suitable and nice outfit to be worn during the dinner.. i already found the suitable outfit.. i bought esprit's red cardigan with a quite reasonable price..hmm... but i'm not sure if i like it or not.. my friends said it's gorgeous.. but i don't think so.. plus.. i can't find tudung that match with my outfit. haishh hmmm..i don't know... so tired to think... i guess i will make up my mind tomorrow.. just pray that my appearance is ok and just nice for the dinner... haishhh. so tired to think... blasah je lah.. janji pakai baju.. ok then, bye for now..*yawn* so sleepy rite now.. my eyesight seems blurry. nite peeps!

with love,
TiNa.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

ermm. it's nothing.

i feel very cheery today.
is it a start to something new???
hehehe..
i could feel my cheeks are burning hot rite now..
hehe..

Love,
Me x

mind free and soul free!

alhamdulillah,
at last i finished all the assignments that due today,
i feel so relieved today, mind free and soul free..yeay!!
yesterday i hardly breathe and rest..huhu..
thanks to Allah, that everything is under control rite now,
hmmm..maybe i can do something fun tonite..*smile*

ok then,
bye for now..

as usual,
Me.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Anger and stress.

     I was filled with anger each time i was thinking about home, 'home' is the best place people wanted to be for most people i guess. but to me, the word means nothing at all to me. home is not sweet at all like most people said, 'Home sweet home' i feel sad and angry thinking what i had endured whenever i was home. could i say that i hate being home, maybe i'm a lil bit emo nowadays... sorry for that.. it's just that i'm so mad rite now.. my face fell each time i saw 'Home' calling me on the phone's screen, haishh.. what am i like this?? i've done a lot for my family, but it seemes that they don't appreciate me. i'm sulking with family now, better go now.. philosophy and BMK are not done yet.. arghhh.. so stressss...

Emo,
Me.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

i'm so dead.

        Damn so tired.. 3 hours of linguistic suffered me like hell.. i just don't understand, why does miss sim really like to have classes in the evening.. haishh.. didn't she know that all of us usually got tired and sleepy head in the evening.. i wonder where she gets the energy to have classes in the evening whereas we were dozing off during her class.. ok then, philosophy report is the next assignment.. huhu... why is it the date due for all assignments is near to each other?? haishh... sorry that i'm sighing a lot..it's just that i can't help it.. i'm toast!! go away assignment!! tina is feeling suck rite now..

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Thursday's day out


the awakening of dragon ball???

      Afiq sent this pic to me just now, this pic was taken during the last Thursday, we were out to CS to kill the time and did some shopping a lil bit, me and ecah bought new cell phones to be used as 2nd hp.. the prices are quite reasonable..*jimat2* the brand names will be kept as secret..hee.. so you guys no need to know lah, after that we had a karaoke session inside the karaoke box (we called it jamban) *lol* we sang till our stomach growled for food..huhu.. then we had dinner at Pizza Hut and went back to Ipsah by shazwan's car.. thanks shazwan for the free ride..oppss!! where were we just now, ohh yeah.. after looking at this pic, i was like smiling alone in front of my lappy. this pic looks like dragon's ball promotional poster..*laugh out loud* hah!! good news.. i've finished the rationale, hopefully i can go to bed early tonite, hehehe.. hey i need my beauty sleep ok.. tomorrow i might be busy working on my philosophy project report, haishh.. i wish all the assignments will be gone forever!! my life has been bombarded by tons of assignments..huhu..anyway afiq, i like your voice when you were singing the 'terima kasih" song by awie.. ceh2..hidden talent nampak..hehe.. me as usual, here is the list of compulsory songs each time my visit to karaoke box, 

1) the day you went away 
2) menghapus jejak 
3) doktor cinta uhuhuh.. 

it's late already, i better get going, i'm signing off. hugs and kisses.

No classes for today. blessed

peace!! no literature and philosophy classes for today.. 

      Yeay!! not having class rite now, philosophy class also has been canceled just now, ohh such a blissful day!! *smile* but even though there's no class today, the class seemed chaotic..because everybody is busy doing literature assignment,huhu.. actually i have a goal to be accomplished today, i must finish typing the rationale for text adaptation that due tomorrow, hope i can accomplish my mission impossible before midnight. ok then, need to head to library and after that having BMK class, i will stop here.. daa.. 

with love, 
QisTiNa..

Friday, February 13, 2009

fast update..

tina is having discussion rite now,
with Kudin, Naia, Ecah..
after this tina is going out again to finish some tasks..
and tina is going to be really busy today,
not be able to blogging today...

i'm signing off with love,
daa..

me as usual,
TiNa..

I miss the good old days.

i was browsing the old files inside the hard disk when suddenly i encountered this lovely pic, this pic was taken in K.L, in front of ASWARA. we attended sort of drama course. i adore this pic very much..it reminds me those happy times, i miss those days...we traveled a lot in the past, year 2008 was a blast for us, we traveled to K.L, JB, Pangkor..and we had lots of fun that year, ohh..i miss those moments..huhuhu...i guess that i was very lucky to be in this course, becoz we got to travel lots, but unfortunately this year is not so much fun than the last year, now we are entering the serious phase of this course. we don't get to travel often, becoz 1st year degree is really2 hectic and serious..hmm..but hopefully things will be fine. oh gosh..it's late already, i gotta go, i need to have my beauty sleep..hehe..so tired tonite, after spending the whole day in CS..

Thursday, February 12, 2009

C.S =)

just a quick post,
tina is going out to CS this evening...
with some coursemates,
just to have fun and shopping a lil bit,
i won't be able to update tonite,
i try to update later ok!!

i'm signing off with love,

love ya,
me!!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

A wake up call.

ok this is it. it's a wake up call for me!! here's the list of assignments need to be done..

1) literature text adaptation-rationale due on 15/2

2) philosophy-project report due on 19/2

3) human development-article review due on 26/2


dowh.. tons of things to do.. i'm freaking out rite now. running out of time. so regret that i wasted lots of time. i used to procrastinate work. hoping that i manage to finish all the tasks before the due date.. i'm signing off now,

with love,
TiNa.

p/s: maybe i should be absent from the blogsphere for a while *wink*

sampai syurga

    This lyric is so deep and melancholic. i love this song very much!! i don't really like Faizal Tahir. to be frank, his songs are really catchy and meaningful.. but i doubt, does true love still exist in this world?? the lyric is too good to be true. Here goes the lyric: 

Ku membenarkan jiwaku
Untuk mencintaimu
Ku persembahkan hidupku
Untuk bersama kamu
Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu
Semua itu telah berlalu
Harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu
Terus ku tertunggu
Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
hanya satu
hanya kamu

Ku membiarkan hatiku
Untuk merinduimu
Ku menghamparkan sakitku
Untuk tatapan kamu
Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku
Dan segala yang ku ada
Ku berikan semua
Untuk dirimu saja
Ku mahu dirimu
Bahagia tuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku
hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I'm happy when it comes to money.

     Yeay!! elaun dah masuk!! and i feel my life is getting better a bit. don't have to eat Maggie anymore. huhuhu.. seriously Maggie can damage your body. i knew the truth but still i ate it. what to do, financial problem.. now i feel happy a bit, coz i have money now and everybody is happy when it comes to money. but this happiness doesn't last long. sadness will come soon to enclose my life and take away the joys. but for now, i don't bother bout that. cos i just wanna be happy with what i'm doing, i wanna do something that can put a smile on my face. i wanna do something that can please people around me. i have to do something for the sake of my life. ok then, better go now.. sayonara.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Is there any hope left for me?

      Hello people.. especially people who cares about me and my blog.. actually i'm not in da mood to blog. because i'm so stress and freaking tired!! i don't want to write this, but deep down inside my heart. i wanna share it in this blog. i wanna people to read it, and i wanna people to feel what i feel rite now. all this while, i hadn't realized that my voice would cause lotsa problems to me in the future. i'm having problem to project my voice and one of my lecturers said that my voice was toneless. i embarrassed myself today at the front class, i was so disappointed that i couldn't do the simplest thing. i'm sorry madam..you critic me twice. but still i had no improvement.. once there was this lecturer said to me that she couldn't differentiate whether i was mad or happy when i was talking. hmmm..i guess that's true lah that i'm being toneless.. huhuhu.. i just couldn't understand. why is it so hard for me to project my voice..to make it louder.. i'm having problems each time when i wanna present something at the front class. or is it i was meant to be like this forever. i'm so stress!! why bad things keep happening to me??? my self-esteem nowadays is really low. it makes me feel inferior, scared to be in the public or crowds. i'm beginning to feel that i might give up on this course. i started to think that i might not do well for this course. YA ALLAH, why is it so hard for me to go through this course?? i started to lose hope..hope to continue, hope to move on, hope to be happy with what i'm trying to do.. i'm losing hope.. i'm not sure what's going to happen to me in the next few months.. i'm losing grip rite now. i'm losing guidance.. i'm losing interest and passion for this course.. i dunno what's wrong with me rite now.. i'm so not perfect and my weakness and flaws are affecting my studies and life.. is there any hope for me... hope to make me a better person, a better teacher to-be..a better daughter for my parents, a better friend to the people around me.. is there any hope for me.. i don't see any hope rite now.. i'm crossing my fingers that everything is going to be fine soon. i pray to Allah that all my wishes will termakbul and i could be a person who is berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat.. i pray that i will have a bright future..
 
YA ALLAH..kabulkan lah permintaan hamba mu ini..
jauhkan lah hamba mu ini dari kesusahan dan musibah..
kurniakan lah hamba mu ini kebahagian dan kegembiraan,
dan jauhkan lah hamba mu ini dari kesedihan dan penghinaan,
semoga hidup hamba mu ini berjalan lancar dan mudah kan lah urusan ku..YA ALLAH..
AMIN..


hamba mu yang lemah,
QisTiNa..

Thursday, February 5, 2009

please come back honey.

poor girl!! where have you been honey???


it's nothing but i feel upset about it,
there was a kitten in my block,
i named her Mitchie, after the heroin in Camp Rock played by Demi Lovato,
and now she is missing in action,
i wonder where is she??
is she still alive or dead??
i'm so worried bout Mitchie,
and i miss her so much!!
i miss the moment when i patted her on head,
i miss the moment when i scratched under her chin,
i miss the moment when i cuddled it right in my arms,
i miss the moment when i baby talked with her till people were staring ackwardly at me,
i miss the moment i fed her with hotdogs,
i miss the moment when i heard her purring loudly,
Mitchie where are you girl??
come back to mommy please..

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

sister anne =)

me and anne..
still not too late to wish my dear friend, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ANNE!! may joys and happiness be at your side always..
and hopefully we'll be friends forever..
SWEET 20!!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

tiredness is killing me!

      I'm back in Ipsah, rite now i'm online-ing here at hotspot. in fact i'm trying to kill some time here because i'm waiting for ecah to bring my dinner.. huhu..i'll eat benjo for tonite.. as usual got financial problem.. dunno why??? i've been feeling so stress today.. maybe lotsa assignments to be done.. huhu..i'm so wrecked.. i hadn't slept a wink last nite.. i had a stomach ache.. to be exact i slept around 5 am this morning.. dowhh..i'm so freaking tired.. this is just a quick post.. coz i'm not in da mood to blog.. better go now.. daa.

p/s: when the allowance would come out?? i'm broke!!
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