Sunday, July 26, 2009

Bless Me Ya Allah.

going for school base experience tomorrow.
pray for me :)
Ya Allah..mudahkanlah urusanku.
Amin.

Friday, July 24, 2009

morning craps.

soooo sleeepyy.
but i hold myself from dozing off. don't want to go to sleep.
i'm surfing rite now.(not on waves) i mean i'm surfing the net la..
cari punya cari.. disappointed la. x byk research article on the internet.
i have a question here. are journal and research article different??
i thought they are the same. huhu..
i still fear at the thought that i'm going for school based experience at SK Khir Johari.
sooo scary. i'm not scared of the students ok. but i'm scared of the teachers there.
you know these teachers..so unfriendly and cold..
i pray hard that the teachers there will be nice to us. Amin..
huhu..

Ya Allah,
semoga cikgu2 disana akan menerima kehadiran kami dengan baik.
dan mudahkanlah kami untuk melaksanakan tugasan kami.
semoga segalanya berjalan dengan lancar dan baik.
Amin.

i'm away for 2 weekss. so, won't be able to update this blog regularly.
daa..

with love,
Me. the girl with big dreams and hopes.
:)

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

sighing a lot these days.

goshhh..
phew..lotsa things need to be done. i wish everything will turn out well.
i really wish that..*pray hard* huhu..
need to be fully prepared for the school based experience next week.
i got Sk. Khir Johari. kat mane?? i think the school is in the town or is it near the town??
haha..don't bother bout that. coz we all go there by uncle sam's cab.
oklah. i'm running out of time now.
neeed to do some mindmappings. huhu.. ok daa..

with love,
Me.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

I'm soo not jealous.

ok..
just got to know that he already has gf.
huhu.. so nyesal i x layan him all this while.
ceh..ko nie tina don't cry over the spilt milk.
bende dah jadi. terima je la.. who asked you to be sooo jual mahal??
hahaha..
alaa..i don't mind at all lah. i never considered him to be more than just a friend.
so i'm happy for you dude. take care of your gf tau.
and don't sms me anymore tau. i don't want your gf to get jealous. hehe..
frankly speaking, deep down inside i still wanna keep in touch with you.
even i know there might be a risk that your gf might find out about me and started to call me and scream at my ear.
hihi.. anyway. i glad that you finally found your girl.
ok then. have to go.
daa..

with love,
Me.

Friday, July 17, 2009

A day out in Penang.

so today i went to penang. with soleha, naia, neda and mufid.
the destination, sunway carnivall mall.
i managed to prove myself as a truly Malaysian by using public transportation to go there. naik bus lah. we arrived there around 12 pm.
we had lunch at Kenny Rogers. huhu..the meal cost me a lot ok.
after that we went for sight-seeing and shopping a lil bit.
at 2.45 pm we watched Harry Potter and the half blood prince.
my comment about the movie. seriously boring.huhu..
during the first hour of the movie, i yawned for several times.
not much suspenses and fights. but a lot of romantic and comedy scenes.
huhu.. i never got to understand Harry Potter's movies.
maybe because i don't read the books at all.
so that's why i said the movie is boring. sorry Potter's fans.
i think the previous movie Harry Potter and the order of phoenix is much much better than this one.
oh yeah, i did buy several items. it's a secret. i won't spill the beans!! hihi..
ok lah. sleepy already. overall, today was a blast.
naia, neda, mufid and soleh we should go out together more often. it was fun hanging out with you guys.

p/s: looking forward to watch New Moon. can't wait. :)

goodnite people.

xoxo,
Me.
:D

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

sigh.

Victoria University of Welington.

"where the journey begins and the dream comes true"

somehow i feel goosebumps thinking that we gonna fly next year.
oh man. i'm so freaking out. so many things crossed my mind.
how am i going to survive in such a foreign land. with different culture, races, accent etc.
i thought about the expenses, the accommodation, the learning process, the assignments, the expectation and etc. i'm sooo unprepared for all that.
huhu.. i don't want to think about VUW anymore.
i just wanna lead my life here as happy as possible.
and i have to do super duper well in the final exam.
Go Tina!!
later on i will think and dream about VUW. huhu..
ooopss..i shouldn't be here. i got heaps of work to do tonite.
daaa...

always the same girl,
Me.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Bullet train.

so today he came.
Mr. Jonathan Newton our partner was with us the during the classroom management's mass lecture conducted by Mr.Basil.
phew..it was a nerve-wrecking moment for Mr.Basil i guess not me.
because i didn't feel anything. i was just too cool.heheh.
but i could see that Mr. Basil was quite nervous with the Jonathan presence.
huhu..relax sir. chill out. take a chill pill.
at the end of lecture, Mr. Basil requested Mr. Jonathan to say something.
and Mr. Jonathan blurted all the words out like a bullet train. omg!
so fast till i was gaping with horror. hehe..i'm just exaggerating things.
he did ask us to think about 3 things that we are not sure at all about life in NZ .
ok.we are going see him again tomorrow. i need to list out those 3 things.
daaa..

with love,
Me.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Goodbye teenage years.

i won't say much.
let the pics do the talking.
pics taken during the birthday party for me and tajul.
huhu..Tina dah 20 tahun rupenyer..tajul pun same gak.
selamat hari tua to both of us!!

a happy, happy day.
indeed, one of the best moment of my life.

thanks everyone. i truly appreciate what you guys have done to me. love you all so much!!
*you know who you are*

with love,
Me.
the girl with the fragile heart.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

another surprise!! *mode terharu*

boo hoo..
i wanna cry. this year, i celebrated my birthday twice.
1st time with my classmates.
2nd time with my besties.
i feel sooo blessed and speechless.
so yesterday my besties surprised me with a slice of cake(classic cheese from the secret recipe) and the pizzasss.
nyum nyum.
thankiesss guys!!
actually yesterday i was bit upset bout something.
but you guys truly made my day.
oh dear i don't know how to thank you guys for what you did.
i feel so blessed that i have friends like you all.
you guys comfort me whenever i feel upset.
you guys cheer me up whenever i feel helpless.
i love you guys so much. thanks for being my friends. and thanks for always standing by me.

thanks for the gifts. your gifts are priceless.
but your love and care for me are even more priceless.
ok enough talks. let the pics do the talking :D


love you guys so much.
the only reason i can still put a smile on my face is YOU GUYS!!
i smile and laugh only because you guys. thanks so much for being my buddy.

with hugs n kisses,
Me.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Kenapa saya..

kenape saye yg perlu berkorban,
kenape setiap kali, saye yg kene berkorban,
asyik2 saye je kene berkorban.
tapi saye tetap x dihargai.
saye tetap dipersalahkan.
huhu..
kenape hidup saye begini.
kadang2 saye selalu berharap yg saye x patut berada di dunia ini,
saye selalu harapkan yg saye cume sebuah watak di dalam novel atau filem yg sedih.
saye selalu pikir nape saye di sini.
kenape saye hidup di bumi ini.
kenape saye terpakse lalui semua ini.
kenape saye sungguh bernasib malang.
kenape saye x seperti org lain.
kenape jiwa saye selalu terseksa.
kenape saye rase hidup ini x sempurna.
kenape saye bukan sekadar watak di dlm novel atau filem.
sometimes i just don't understand the purpose of my life.
it seems that my life has no aims and objective.
kenape hidup ini terasa amat susah sekali.
kenape susah sgt bagi saye mahu merase kebahagiaan dan kesenangan.
kenape saye ditakdirkan hidup di dalam realiti.
kenape tidak saye hidup di dalam cerita-cerita atau fantasi.
huhu..
i'm in a mixed mode.
sorry everyone.

upset,
Me.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Apa barang!

played futsal this evening,
it has been a while since i haven't played futsal,
so i'm a bit berkarat lah.
our team's name is 'Apa Barang..' haha..that name given by ky.
1st game we drew 1-1,
2nd game we drew 0-0.
overall we played with our heart.
poor ky. she sprained her ankle. but the doctor said she's fine.
thank god.
syeera said our team managed to enter the quarter final. hope the championship will be ours.
ok.. i'm off to discussion.
daa..

with love,
always the same girl.
Me.

missing you.

i'm in a mixed mode.
i don't know why, but today i'm missing my grandpa.
he died 2 years ago.
since then, i only cried once.
and today suddenly i miss him so much. my grandpa is a nice person.
though he's not my biological grandpa. he's my step grandpa.
he is very generous and caring.
there's one incident i still remember by now.
when i was about 4 or 5 i guess.
i got separated from my grandpa and granny while shopping in Komtar,
i was so frantic. my eyes blurred and my heart was racing in my chest at that moment.
my grandpa and granny were nowhere in sight.
i began to sob terribly. later on, i saw the glimpse of my grandpa.
he came rushing to me and hugged me. followed behind was my granny.
he told me never to wander off alone without him and granny.
when i was 8 years old, i had to leave grandpa and granny to live with mom and dad in Melaka.
due to long distance from Melaka to Penang. i rarely went back to Penang.
the last time i saw my grandpa when i was in form 3.
my grandpa died when i was in Matrix, about 2 years ago.
i feel so regret that i didn't have the chance to meet my grandpa before he died.
he's really nice to me even i'm just his step granddaughter.
i miss u grandpa and i will always pray for you.

My grandpa, Hasan Che' Lah always in my memory.

with love,
Me.

midnight's crap.

oh no,
they're coming,

oh no,
they bite,

oh no,
they irritate me,

i guess i should turn off my lappy now.
they're all over my lappy's screen.
grrrr... hoi bugs!!
why can't you just leave me alone!!
stop bugging me!! oh god.
i hate bugs.

annoyed,
Me.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

thankiess!!

thanks so much guys!!
i think i wanna cry. huhu..
thanks so much guys for da wishes, the party, the gifts and the love you guys have for me,
huhu..thankiess guys..
how sweet you guys,
my class is really cute lah..
apart from my class, i also want to thank everyone who had wish me Happy birthday.
thanks again..love you all so much.
today is one of the best day in all my life.
i thought today would be just the ordinary day for me,
but you guys truly brightened my day!!
before this, i don't like to celebrate my own birthday,
becoz i hate the fact that i'm getting older and i don't want to grow up.
but i think you guys prove me wrong.
growing up and getting older is coool actually. not bad at all.
becoz i got lots of gifts, wishes and of course the Surprise Party. heee..
thanks again my classmates Z2A, course mates and everyone.
huhu..i wanna cry lah..

p/s: spoiled lah wawan nie, awat hang habaq kat Tina depa bawak kek utk Tina, kan dah x surprise dah party tue. heheh..just kidding. jgn mare wawan.


rase terharu sgt,
Qistina.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

fear of the nothing.

a few days without internet,
i feel completely lost and and empty,
cis..maktab nie, suka suki je x on wi-fi,
helloo, i pay ok. i mean we all pay each month for the wireless usage.
so, you guys have no right to switch off the wi-fi.
*sigh* i should not be mad rite now. ok, ok chill Tina.
ok. days are getting tougher. lotsa discussion, presentation, surfing, searching, flipping, writing and bla bla.
i haven't be able to adapt to this new sem.
it seems that i'm still in the 'relax sudah..' mode. huhu..
hmm..tina, tina you better wake up gurl!!
this sem is very serious and harder.
oh yeah, allowance sudah masuk. yeay!!
x sabar nak bayar hutang org. heheh..
what else, ok i went out today, to Central Square with my roomie.
we went there to kill the boredom and of course to withdraw some money.
we had supper at McD. i ordered some nuggets, french fries and coca cola.
strangely, i couldn't finish my meal. then, i offered Ecah to finish my french fries.
after that we went back by a cab.
then suddenly there were two Indon guys wanted to ride our cab.
the uncle asked us to give them space,
and there we were, inside the cab with the two Indon guys,
we had no choice bcoz that time was 10 pm already and we couldn't find other cabs.
i felt so uncomfortable with their presence.
they were quiet. and we were also quiet.
along the journey back to maktab, i was like thinking too much.
i thought about how the Indon guys 'bersubahat' with driver taxi to abduct us or to rob us.
even worse i thought the Indon guys were going to rape us.
and i was ready to jump out of the cab if that situation happened.
finally, we arrived safely at maktab.
haha..so funny lah that moment.
i was like so freak out that the Indon guys would trying to harm us but nothing happens actually.
am i too paranoid??
you guys tell me.
i always think that all Indon guys are bad guys.
i think i need to change my perception bout that.
uhuhuh, i should stop all this crap.
need to wake up early tomorrow.
have discussion at 9 am.
ok, i'm off to bed now.
till then,
good nite and see ya.

p/s: oh yeah, yesterday, the 3rd July was my classmate's birthday. Happy Birthday Tajong!! Sweet 20. Sorry i've no present for you. huhu..but i wish you 'Semoga Panjang Umur'
:D

ok guys.
sleep well.
daa..

with love,
Me.
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