Blank.

i'm so confused. i'm so lost. i think too much. i eat lesser. i'm gonna get headache for sure. the time is moving so fast. i'm not ready. huhu.

things that have bugging me these days:

1. so many stuffs that need to buy.
2. money is running out like water.
3. so many decisions to make. i'm so undecided.
4. so many people that i'm dying to meet.
5. so not ready to leave this country.
   
6. so many things crossed my mind. yet, i'm wordless.
   

Love,
Me.

We have feelings too. Stop treating us like rubbish.

hello people of the universe,

i feel bored. so, i decided to blog a little. all your life, have you ever realized or noticed there are these furry creatures around us. these God creations are usually called by our society as 'stray cats' or in the Malay version as 'kucing kurap'. the truth is, i always have a thing for these creatures. I adore them very much. doesn't matter how dirty they are. how full of germs they are, how smelly they are, how gross they are. i heart them. i adore them. it's funny you know, when seeing people screaming and shrieking whenever these furry creatures approach them or rubbing its heads to their legs. like what the heck?? they are just some poor hungry kittens. no need to be so dramatic. please lah, get a life you people! i pity homeless cats. and i adore them. there's something bout their eyes. their eyes speak a thousand of words. i love looking into their eyes. their eyes are watery and kinda telling something to me. i know they're always hungry. i did my best to feed them whenever they approached me while i was eating out. since i was a kid, i always wanted to own a cat. sadly, my parents didn't let me to. they hate cats. they aren't a cat lover. i swear. i'm gonna get myself a cat when i have my very own house in the future. at that moment, my parents wouldn't be saying a thing about me owning a cat. hey, it's my house. i could breed thousand cats if i wanted to.

A meow massages the heart. (Stuart McMillan)

i adore these furry wonders very much. doesn't matter what they are. either the house cats nor the stray cats. i heart them. even our Prophet, Muhammad S.A.W loved these furry wonders. i wish i could rescue all the stray cats in our streets. but you know that i'm helpless. but hey, we still can help them by giving them food. if you guys are eating out at gerai or somewhere, and suddenly stray cats approach you guys. feel free to feed them or just drop them some food. there's nothing to lose. in fact, you'll be blessed by God because you are doing good deeds to other God creations :) :)

People who don't like cats haven't met the right one yet. (Deborah A. Edwards)

i have posted up some pics of them. i love snapping pictures of homeless cats. they have this 'innocent look'. oppps, enough of ramblings i guess. this post is so random. huhu..okay guys. i'm off to bed. till then, cheerio.

with hugs and kisses,
Me.

Gonna kill myself if i couldn't find you.

hello humans,

I'm so dying to have that sweater!! I can afford it. Please, please God. I'm hoping there will be 'S' size for me. Oh, God. Please let me own that super Cool+Gorgeous sweater. I've been dreaming about the sweater lately. I'm so bloody die die dying to own the sweater. I've never seen such a nice sweater before. the last time i saw that sweater, there was no 'S' size left for me. The 'M' size is freaking large LAH. I'm hoping luck will be at my side the next time i look for that sweater.

p/s: the post title is just a joke tau. kidding only :) :)

With Love,
Me.

Sushi. Shopping. Laugh.

hello my faithful readers,

well, today was a tiring day for me. went to the hospital. waited for like 3 hours just to see the doctor. doctor said it's just an allergy. nothing much to be worried for. dang. when it comes to gov. the service sucks! went to the pharmacy to get my medicine. went back home. watched some tv shows. and slept in the evening. ate few pieces of bread. and here i am blogging as usual. ohh yeah, the day before yesterday, went out with Fara and Ain. babes from the college. we went shopping and sight-seeing. lunched at the Sushi King. i was so full. tho, i'm not the fan of Japanese food. had so much fun with them. had a great laughter too. thanks babes for the outing :) :) Gosh, i'm too lazy to elaborate some more. so, i will just let the pics do the talking okay? oh yeah,bought this gorgeous blouse from Parkson. Liking it so much! It is so Fetch! alright pictures!

Kennylicious.

hello living humans,

i'm so sorry for the lack updates. seriously, i have nothing much tell here. nothing interesting i guess happened to me these past two days. but yesterday, had a date with my buddy, Mufid. we went shopping, sight-seing, surveying and bought few stuffs as the preparation for going off. bought jeans and clothes. spent about RM 200. i have come to believe the theory that says money is really running like water. haha..

a convo that i had with Mufid:-

Me: i'm starving. let's go find some food. err, where should we eat huh?

Mufid: don't mind. anywhere is fine for me.

Me: Let's go eat something where we might not have the chance to eat in NZ then. i'm thinking of kenny's.!!

that's how the story goes. we ate at Kenny's Rogers. my 1st choice was actually to eat at the Sushi King. unfortunately, Mufid disliked Japanese food. so, ended up eating at Kenny's. damn, i have just lost my weight, still went for such food huh? i don't mind actually. forget about the calories, the fats. i was satisfied because we were so stuffed. totally worth it! haha..

me likey Kenny's so much.

p/s: i'm freaking hooked to 'The Biggest Loser Asia'. Love the show. very inspiring! Love kevin from the Red Team. he's so adorable and i swear i would go and pinch his cheeks if i have the chance to do it. hehehe..

With Love,
Me :)

1 down. 9 to go.

hey hey people,

proudly to announce:-


i managed to lose 7 kg after two months lazying my ass at home. current weight 46 kg. the previous weight 53 kg. i'm sooo proud of myself. i did it! yeay! to lose a few pounds is one of my resolutions for the year 2010. gosh, i need to do some shopping a.s.a.p. since, all my trousers and jeans have loosened due to the fact that i have lost some weight. dad, would you mind giving me some pocket money. hehehe..i'm saving my RM 800 allowance for other stuff.*evil grin* okay guys. have to go now. i'm feeling sick all of a sudden. my stomach is churning and twisting with pain. only God knows how i feel rite now. adios.

With Love,
Me.

the new me.

hey guys,

i've changed my blog's layout. i chose the white background. i don't know why? i'm so obsessed with white colour these days. maybe becoz white colour is very pleasing to the eyes. it soothe my soul. i created a new header. i went for nature this time. i love my new me. my new look. what bout you my readers? do you guys like the new look of me? feel free to add comments okay? i changed my blog's music. okay guys. gotta gooo. see ya soon.

Love, Me.

a day in Putrajaya.

yesterday, it was hell a tiring day for me. went to the pre-departure briefing by the MOE which was held in Putrajaya. dad drove me all the way to Putrajaya. thanks dad. it was 2 hours journey from Melaka. met up with Mona, Naia, Balqis and Shud at the lobby. received my lounge suit. sat between Naia and Mufid. a while later. saw my besties, Ecah, Zaty and Anne. waved at them. saw my coursemates. saw Miera my school-mate. saw bloggers from other IP. saw blogger Hawa from IPTI and blogger Chris from I4P. then, the briefing began. listened to the briefing with full interest. after a few briefings, i couldn't stand it anymore. fell asleep. then, lunched and prayed. after that, went to the toilet to try on my new lounge suit. it was perfectly fit my body. saw Ecah, Zaty and Ain. Chit-chatted with them. it's been a while since we last met each other. camwhored a bit with them. returned to my seat. listened to another briefings. received some cash money and traveler's check from the RHB reps. received few important documents from our cohort leader, Wan Z. briefing ended around 6.00 pm. went back. stopped at Seremban R&R. bought food from KFC. reached home. and slept like there's no tomorrow. and here i am blogging. i'm too lazy to elaborate some more. still feeling unhappy over few things. so much to think, so much to buy. i feel dizzy. i need somebody to talk to. i'm signing out. bye!

Pic of the day!

Love,
Me.

i wish for a miracle to happen =(

hello people,

Warnings. i might sound depressed and upset in this post. bear with me okay? it's official! my sony phone cannot be saved anymore. her damage is so severe. i'm heart broken. how could you do this to me? i've been loving you since the day i purchased you. you are so ungrateful. you stabbed me from behind instead all the love and care that i've given to you. i hate you to death. damn you!

Rite now, i want a new phone badly. but, how in the world am i gonna get a new one? my budget is not even enough to buy a phone. i wish a new sony walkman would just fall down from the sky. i'm totally depressed!! shitty. I WANT A NEW PHONE! waaaaaa..


HeartBroken,
Me.

AJL 2010.

hello!

currently watching AJL. ohhh lala..I Heart Bunkface and Aizat!! i really hope one of them or both will win something big tonite. hehe.. my gosh, i just hate Tomok's hair style. gross! and did you see Misya Omar's dress? looks so complicated. i think she looks more like a layer cake. haha.. okaylah enough critics i guess. let's wait and see who's the winner?

bye!

Love,
Me.

chocolate and marshmallow ^_^

heyya peeps,

i'm not in da mood to talk much. so, this is gonna be a very short post okay?
i just wanna say that i hate differences. it makes me feel super duper down =(
okay, that's enough i guess. thinking to make myself a cup of hot chocolate with some marshmallows after this. yummy. hmm.

oh yeah. Happy Belated Birthday to my course mates who are turning 21st and 20th this month. May God bless every soul of you guys. May all your wishes come true. and Good Luck in whatever you are doing. Love you guys!

the birthday chicks and dudes are:

1. Syamel
   
2. Kema
3. Hakeem
4. Aaron
5. Ching Ting
6. Mufidah
   

if i forget to mention anybody, please do remind me okay?

goodnite my readers. don't bail on me okay? i really need your support.

Lots of Love,
Me.

A lesson to all the Malaysian.

hello One Malaysia,

i don't know if i should blog about this matter. i think yes i should. i feel so insecure these days. i keep praying after each solat, that our country will remain peaceful and away from any chaos. i feel totally scared. don't you guys feel the same as me? i'm very sad and appalled to hear about the church burnings. i never thought that i would read bout this hideous act in the newspaper. our country has been very peaceful and harmony for many years since our country has Merdeka. and yet this is happening to our country? is this a sign to show that we are nearing the end of the world? i feel very ashamed to whoever did those crime act. they did it in the name of upholding Islam. which is very shameful. they didn't do what Allah commanded them to do like praying 5 times a day and do good deeds, but instead they go and burn down the church. what the heck?

as a Muslim and a Malaysian i truly condemned such hideous acts. Allah never stated in the Al-Quran they we can go and damage churches and temples. Islam does not teach us violence, hatred and terrorism. those hideous act are actually committed by some irresponsible and brainless people whom never think twice of their action and the repercussion to our country. perhaps, those criminals they don't even have a place in our society. such a sampah masyarakat!

to all Malaysian Christian believers, we the Muslims feel sorry to what happen to the churches. it is indeed the acts of some foolish and narrow-minded people whom have the intention to create riot among races in Malaysia. to all my Christian friends, please do not think that all Muslims act like terrorists. Islam does not teach us to be extremist. hence, Islam teaches us to respect others religion.

those criminals are tarnishing the image of Islam and Malaysia. i curse them and i hope Allah will punish them for their wrongdoings. i hope they will be arrested and the law will punish them severely so that it will be a great reminder to all Malaysian not to do things that can threaten the security of our country and the unity of our people.

to all Malaysian citizen, please don't do stupid acts than can become a threat to our national security or cause misunderstandings among races in Malaysia. do remember what we learnt from BTN. let all of us live in harmony and unity. i hope the government will act wisely and diplomatically to address the Kalimah Allah issue as soon as possible so that our country will regain its peacefulness. Salam satu Malaysia!

With Love,
Me.

walk till there's no tomorrow =)

hello my sweet readers,
i'm back to update this blog of mine. nothing much happened today. as usual, i was all alone at home. ayip went to school. and both mom and dad were working. later at night, dad brought us to MITC. we tried out food at this new food outlet called Jonker Walk Kopitiam. i ordered a plate of Siamese fried bee hoon and an ice blended white coffee. the food was not bad after all. after dinner, mom went inside the supermarket to do some grocery shopping. as for me, i went to other direction. i went around and sight seeing. to be honest, Mydin is not really my cup of tea. after an hour of walking around aimlessly, i started to feel really bored. then, i went to search for mom and ayip. but, i couldn't find them tho. my legs are killing me due to non-stop walking. whew. then, i bumped into my dad. haha..my dad was also looking for my mom. i complained to my dad that my legs hurt so much. later, dad and me went for yamcha at the nearest mamak while waiting for mom and ayip to finish shopping. chit-chatted with dad about some stuff. a while later, we saw mom and ayip at the entrance and went straight home at around 10 something. my legs are still hurting even rite now. huhu.. i guess it was quite a night for me. okay, i guess that's all for today's post. let the pics down here do some explanation okay?

another piece of crap by brainless me.

hello living people on the earth,

well, hell yeah this is gonna be a very short entry.

i hate it when i feel rejected,
i hate it when i feel all alone,
i hate it when i feel like i'm totally invisible,
i hate it when people didn't see the good things in me,
i hate it when people only see my flawless.
you know what? i'm signing out.

becoz i'm gonna get my ass off the chair now.
my Nata de Coco is awaiting for me in the fridge. heheh.

bye for now,

Love,
Me.

I left my heart in The Forbidden City.

hey guys,

i've been sitting in front of the computer for like an hour, trying to figure out ideas on what to say in here >_<. i think i've lost my blogging mojo. huhuhu..i've been so cheesy these days. all my previous posts are just some craps. who wants to read a crap rite? perhaps, i'm just a lame, noob blogger. how can i get back my blogging mojo?? huhu..well, currently, i glued to this show entitled My Fair Princess. NTV7 has been showing this show again at 2.30 pm everyday. go and catch it tomorrow if you are the fans of this show. i'm sure most of you have heard or watched this series like a long time ago. i was in primary school back then. i still can recall how i used to stick to this series every evening and waiting impatiently for the next episode in the next day. hahaha..how i miss those times. i just love the show. it's all bout the Emperor, the Empress, the concubines, and yada yada..i'm freaking in love with Alec Su!! he's such a cutie. he looks so innocent. fyi, Alec Su played as the 5th prince in the show. oh gosh, watching this show, did interest me to visit the Forbidden City one day. okaylah, enough of all this crap. i'm off to bed. well, not literally. you know what i mean rite? a movie to be watched before bed is a must for me! hehe..goodnite my sweet readers. toddle!

Ever thought Alec Su was a cutie??
well think again.

p/s: i wanna a date with Alec Su!! *drool drool*

Bring It On 2010!

hello peeps,

since i have nothing to do at the moment, so i shall update my blog okay. like everybody in the whole world, i also want to list down my resolutions and wish list for this brand new year. 2010 has opened its curtain and i have few resolutions and lesson learned to be shared here with you guys, my dearie stalkers/bloggers. :p

honestly, my last year's resolutions have not all been achieved. huhu..so, i'm very determined to achieve this year resolutions.

so, guys here's the list:-

1. i wanna be a smart arse and to study real hard this year, so that i wouldn't be wasting the government's money by sending me to NZ.
   
   
2. i wanna keep myself to stay focus to my top priorities and i won't let myself to go astray from my life's objectives.
   
   
3. i wanna be penny wise and to start kicking my ass to save some money.
   
   
4. i wanna lead a healthy lifestyle and hopefully to lose a few pounds. i wanna cut down on caffeine and cholesterol.
   
   
5. i wanna improve my English language proficiency by starting to read more on academic stuff, befriend with the dictionary and to start speaking English regularly.
   
   
6. i wanna be closer to my course mates and besties, be nice to them and be friendlier i guess.
   
   
7. i wanna be a happy and cheerful person, after all that i have been through last year, i realize that what's the use of being all emo and sad? life's is effing short. i have to grab every single opportunity that lies in front of me in order to be happy. so that my life would be a meaningful one. Be happy and live our life with no regrets.
   
   
8. i wanna stay away from any sort of drama queen. it means that, i don't want to hear anything, i don't want to comment about anything, i don't want to be involved or become some middle person. and i'm not taking any sides. i've learned a lesson last year. that even the tiniest thing can become such a huge issue.
   
   
9. i want to appreciate every single of good things that will ever happen to me and care more about the people around me.
   
   
10. i really hope year 2010 is meant something for me and please please dear 2010, be nice to me. may this year be a meaningful one for me :)
    
    

so, these are my 10 resolutions for this year. what about you guys? well, i hope you guys already have some in your mind. let's us start off this freaking new year with big hopes and resolutions. may all our wishes come true insyaallah. if we work hard for it, then the success is ours. goodnite people. till then,

cheerio people!

Love,
the new Me.

Happy New Year!! Hurrah!!

wow! it's a freaking new year guys!

so, Happy 2010!!

may this year be better than the last year,
may all our wishes fulfilled this year,
may this year be a meaningful one and the most successful one,
may our bonding forever solid,
may our beloved country remain peaceful,
may all of us be showered with the blessings from Allah the Almighty.

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010!

p/s: in the next post, i will list out my resolutions for the freaking new year! cheers people!

Love,
Me.