Ahlan Wasahlan Ya Ramadhan

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful,

All the praise and thanks to Allah because i'm still breathing right at this moment, still be given a chance to welcome Ramadhan and to undergo Ramadhan once again. I'm going to make the most of this holy month. I really hope Ramadhan this year will be better than the last. Hoping for a better change. Amin. Insyallah. Berusaha Tina!

Selamat Berpuasa semua :)

the hope for Ramadhan.

This song dedicated to brothers and sisters in the whole world. Ramadhan Al-Mubaraq :)



Semoga Ramadhan kali lebih baik dari Ramadhan tahun lepas. May this Ramadhan brings me closer to Allah and Islam. Once, i walked further away from You. Aku lupa. I was ignorant. May this Ramadhan will change the entire me and hopefully my imaan for Allah will increase.

Aku cuba berubah demi Ramadhan yang mulia ini, cuba untuk memperbanyakkan amalan dan ibadah di bulan ini. Itu janji aku. Insyaallah. Kuatkan aku Ya Allah. Semoga aku kuat melawan segala nafsu demi menunaikan kewajipan ku sebagai hamba Allah.

Selamat berpuasa dan menunaikan ibadah Ramadhan mama, ayah, ayip, abang ngah. I miss you guys so much. Sadly, i can't be with you guys this Ramadhan. Adik-adik yang ku sayang jangan ponteng puasa tau :) Ya Allah, moga keluargaku tergolong dalam kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Amin.

aku bersyukur.

benda dah berlaku. aku redha. aku pasrah dengan ketentuan Nya. everything that happens must have a real good reason behind it. and so my laptop was attacked by a dumbasshole virus. the whole system went crazy and infected. aku terima. there was a reason for that. i think i have sinned. and that's the result of the sin that i have committed. O Allah, forgive me. verily, i forgot that You're watching me.

"and whatever strikes you of disaster, it is for what your hands have earned; but He pardons much." -Surah ash-Shura, verse 30

indeed, Allah is Kind. atas apa yang berlaku. my laptop dapat diselamatkan dan still boleh function normally. thanks to this hamba Allah. he's a genius. i called him doktor laptop :)

"verily, Allah is the best of providers." -Surah al-Hajj, verse 58

atas kehendak Mu, laptop dah okay. thanks for everything O Allah. also, i have realized my wrongdoings. You gave me a chance to repent. dan aku sangat bersyukur. thank you Allah for opening my heart and eyes :)

Ramadhan dan kenangan.

salam,

Ramadhan is just a few days away. so, let us welcome the holy month with a big heart and let's do our best to perform Ibadah to Allah the Almighty and to make use of the whole month to strengthen our Iman (faith) to Allah, the Oneness and may Allah bless every single deed that we do throughout Ramadhan. Insya Allah.

ohh dear. out of sudden, teringat dekat someone who is very dear to me. okay, before that, salam takziah buat Ecah dan keluarga. Al-Fatihah. Moga arwah datuk Ecah ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman. Ecah sabar ye. i will be at your side if you need me. count me in. i wanna share your pain together. don't hold back your tears Ecah. sometimes, crying is good. cheer up kay Ecay. I ♥ you rumet :)

it has been 2 months since nenek passed away. i miss you nenek. it is irony. last Ramadhan, i could vividly remember breaking the fast with you nenek. masih segar di ingatan Tina bila kita bersahur bersama. Ya Allah, i'm sooo gonna cry. at that moment, i never thought that it would be the last time we sahur and break fast together. never crossed my mind that nenek would be gone one day. sobs.

nenek, you didn't know how much i miss you. you didn't know how much tears shed for you nenek. you didn't know how many nights i cried myself to sleep. you didn't know how many nights my pillow was damp because of the sobbing. you didn't know because you are gone. gone forever from this world. at times, i couldn't believe that nenek is gone forever.

last Raya, i could vividly remember, tina salam and kissed your hands nenek and asked for your forgiveness. i could vividly remember, you shed tears on the first day of raya and i felt that really weird. now, i understand why. you already knew nenek. you already knew that it's almost the time. the time to leave the world. but i wasn't really aware. sobs. but this Raya, i will live with fact that you are gone. nenek. Ya Allah, kuatkan hati aku agar tidak menitiskan air mata lagi atas pemergian nenek. tidak mahu nenek terseksa.

sobs. dalam dunia nie, neneklah yang paling sayangkan Tina. tapi, nenek dah tiada. i miss you nenek ):
tidak ku sangka, dalam keseronokan beraya tahun lepas, it was the last raya i saw you nenek. the last raya for me and nenek together. the last raya, i kissed her cheeks. sobs. Ya Allah, sayu nya rasa hati ini. sepatutnya, rasa tidak sabar menantikan kedatangan bulan Ramadhan. tapi, terbalik pula. rasa sayu. rasa macam nak masuk dalam duvet dan nangis sampai bengkak mata. rinduuuuu ):

Ya Allah, tenteramkan hatiku, tenangkan jiwaku. sobs.

Blessed Ramadhan.

hello everyone,i'm sorry i haven't written anything in here since the last post.
huhu.. sorry, i'm not in the mood to blog lah.
it's not that i'm busy like hell, it's just that i don't know what to write about.
so instead of me talking about plain craps, better i just be absent for while from this world of blog.
so people. how's your Ramadhan? mine was a little bit tiring.
but so far ok. i'll try my best to perform my puasa this year. insyallah..
talk about assignments.. oh crap! i haven't finished them.huuu..
well, today i went to UKM's library to do some findings.
my dad drove me there, thanks dad!! i met up with Ecah and Atia.
yup. i did find what i have been looking for. and i spent about 10 ringggit for photocopying purpose. phew.. btw yesterday i went out with Fida to buy bus tickets for this coming Raya.
so far..for the past few days..i spent my money quite a lot. huuu.. moga2 murah rezeki raya tahun nie. Amin2. i think that's all for now. see you guys soon.

daa..

with love,
QisTiNa.

Happy Ramadhan People.

hey,
i'm home!! huhu.. don't be too excited Tina, you still got tons of assignments to be done!
huhu.. ok besok puasa!! puasa jgn x puasa tau. wishing all my Muslim friends,

"Ramadhan al-Mubaraq"

'semoga Ramadhan kali akan lebih bermakna dan penuh dengan keberkatan'

with love,
Me.