Aku ingin berubah.

3 words.
Busy like hell.
will catch up and update you guys after 1th April. gonna miss you guys. daaa.. Sometimes i cried myself to sleep and nobody realized that. Gosh, my head is going to explode soon. Mommy said berzikir banyak2 and i'm doing that so often lately. Ya Allah, i need brand new and fresh ideas. Bless me Ya Allah.

lead me to the end of the tunnel. away from the darkness.

hmm..

i really need somebody who can spank me rite now. yes please. i don't mind. i really need a hard slap on my face. serves me right. huhu..i don't know what's wrong with me lately. i've been wasting so much time doing useless things. in fact, i should be working out on my assignments by now. on the contrary, i've been lazying my ass and stoning. what the hell? i have tried guys. but my mind went totally blank each time i tried to do the assignments. to tell the truth, i've been under stress for the past few days. it's all bcoz i have 2 assignments due on the same date that is on the 1st April. gosh, i'm so dead. huuu..i'm so stressed out. like seriously. i think i'm gonna get headaches soon.

Ya Allah, showers me with strong will and peaceful mind. Amin.

the inner me is so fragile rite now. i might break into thousand pieces at any moment =(

A day to remember.

hello living people,
"i have never thought before that one day i would be performing in front of the white people"

pic taken from Nadiah Zainal's Fb

gonna update a lil on what happened today. involved in the performance for the Asian Festival. Representing Malaysia. weehooo. it turned out really well and was a huge success. haha.. thumbs up to us (the performers). before the performance, we were part of the parade. it was a fun experience and the proudest moment for us. People especially the Kiwis were like watching, smiling and waving at us. they even snapped pics of us. weee.. it was way awesome experience for me honestly. i find myself waving and smiling to the visitors throughout the parade. heheh. all the hard-work for almost 2 weeks is totally worth it! i made a lot of friends. and took a bunch of photos too. such a great moment that happens once a lifetime. i will never forget this event. thanks to the seniors for giving me this opportunity to shine *wink*
p/s: will upload more photos soon. need to get the photos from my fellas. bcoz i didn't take much photos. lazy. haha..

with so much love,
TiNa.

Wish me luck okay?

hey humans,

Will be performing tomorrow for the Asian Festival. Bloody scared!! huhuhu. Chill chill Tina.


p/s: Hopefully, tomorrow's event goes really well and I'll come back home with a wide smile on my face =) Teslers, don't forget to come and watch our performance. Give us your moral support and cheers.

the final reminder for a retard like you.

i would like to state for the last time.

My bloggie is like my daily diary. Some stuff that i've written inside here can be really lame. Mostly all about ME. If you feel bored going through my posts, then don't read LAH! simple rite?? or kindly click the X button.

What's the problem of writing about one's personal life inside a blog. there's nothing wrong with it. Blog is universal and is created for self satisfaction and pleasure. A way of retelling the story of your life to yourself.

If you don't like reading my post, then get lost. don't read it at all. Major loser. it's my bloody blog. i can write anything i want. about what i feel, what i think, what i eat, and what i see. Anything!! you have a problem with that?? Dang. So freaking annoying. Stalk my bloggie, read my posts and later said that I'm trying to get the world's attention and asked me to get a diary. huh? what the heck? excuse me? do you still live in the world war period where they still used to write in a diary? what a shame. People in this era use to blog. No need a diary daaa.

Just mind your own business. no need to interfere with my own life. and one more thing, please. don't you dare reading my blog again. i don't need readers like you. i really appreciate my regular readers. i don't need you okay! freaking retard stalker!

Whatever,
Me.

your smile is a killer.

these dudes make me droool and ohh lala land. ngeh ngeh. auuwwww. your faces are so goddess-like (notice the exaggeration) haha..Catch them in Boys over Flower. STOP. they're mine. ihihik.

In Love,
TiNa.

The beginner's luck. Hoho.

hello beautiful people.

it's nothing salient at all. just wanna share with you guys about some random stuff that i've been doing. well, i managed to cook my very own dish last Monday. That is called Sayur Campur!! yeay! hurrah!! i can cook finally. LOL. my housemates said it tastes good. omg. i'm so glad that my very first dish since i came to Welly didn't cause anyone to vomit blood . hahaha. take a look at my great masterpiece down here.

Sayur Campur Warna Warni.

Mama. Ayong can cook!!! hehehe.. I miss your scrumptious cooking very much. I wish you were here =(

Love,
Me.

who are we to you?? stones or human beings?

oh. hi people.

Listen! i'm pissed off. well, not really. to be exact. a bit offended. offended by some people who don't even think and care bout how other people feel towards their act. huh. whatever. what you guys did is no good lah. i thought we are supposed to be one big family. and say no to discrimination and nobody is left out in any activity or occasion. dang. we feel hurt you know. as if we are nothing at all to your eyes. siapalah kami? through sorrow, you find us. but through joys, you discriminate us. so nice huh you people? well, never mind. we are totally cool about it. like the karma always says "what goes around comes around". kinda a lil upset to see the 3 years bond that has been forged between us is shattered by the act of this kind of people. they, who disregard others' feelings. please. mind your manners people. where the hell you throw that 'courtesy' value?? well, I pray to God that our bonding will remain solid forever. hopefully.

Whatever.
Me.

sexy is back!

omg omg omg. i can't wait! Eclipse is coming out in June!! Calling out Edward Fans all over the world. Drool people. Drool :D

 one love for Edward,
 QisTiNa.

Birthday Alert!

heyya!

a quick post by me.

Happy Belated Birthday to:

1. Farid Boss
2. Danny
3. Jessica
4. Wan Z.

and Happy Birthday Hafiz Mesra!! May God bless all of you. Have a great year ahead. May this year be filled with success, happiness, friendship, and love and so much love. hehe..

Every year on your birthday, you get a chance to start new.
- Sammy Hagar

with love,
QisTiNa.

it's the early of autumn.

heyya humans,

i'm back. huhu..sorry for the lack updates. been really2 busy these days. still adapting and adjusting with life here in Wellington. lectures are killing me dowh. bloody boring. most of the time, i'm having trouble to understand the Kiwi's accent. dang, would you mind to slow down a bit. you're talking freaking fast!! so far, the uni life is kinda sucking my life outta me.

huhu..please please 2nd year degree, be nice to me eh? okay, that's all. i gotta resume with my work. cheerios people!

Toodles,
Me.

Salam Dari Wellington.

hello living people.

gosh, i have abandoned this little blog for quite a while. i'm so sorry everyone. i've been really busy for the past 3 weeks. anyway, i'm gonna update a bit on what's been happening to my life recently. so, courses that i'm gonna learn for the 1st trimester:

Ling 223
Alin 201
Epsy 141

hoping that i can cope with those 3 courses. phew. been travelling to a lot of places the past few weeks. way awesome i tell you guys. took a bunch of photos. yeay! been to:

Mount Victoria
Weta Cave
Lindale Farm
Kapiti Coast

i have attended my very first lecture today. it was okay okay. though, i was having difficulty to understand the Kiwi's accent. Met with my lost and found friend, Aimee. she's in the same lecture with me for Alin 201. after lecture, followed Aimee to her house, Te Puni and chilled with her.

that's all i guess. somehow dizziness strikes. i don't know why. i'll be back with more updates. see ya guys soon. ciao! before i go, enjoy some cool pics of me during the 1st few weeks in Welly.
with lots of love from Wellington, New Zealand.
TiNa.