Sunday, October 24, 2010

Tell me how much you have traveled?

hey there,

guess what? 2 trimester has officially ended. weehoooo. well, practically for me. some hasn't. so, good luck for those who are still waiting to sit for exam :P study smart guys.

i'm having 4 months break before the 1 trimester starts next year. i have decided not to go back to Malaysia. sobs. oh, come on guys, what's the need of going back? there's so much to explore here in NZ. still, wishing bon voyage to my friends who are going back to Msia. Have fun guys. though, Malaysia is freaking hot. XD

so, currently, i have been hunting for jobs. Insyaallah. Allah murahkan rezeki. of course, i need money for traveling purpose. like i said, so many beautiful places in NZ need to be visited. also, i've been doing some shopping for 'orang kampung' since SALE is in the air :P

that's all i guess. not much to say. okay picture! blog will be dull without a single photo right?

Fact 1 : one of the best pics in my collection.
Fact 2: love the breeze, the city and posed with my bestie.
Fact 3: that i have left my heart in Sydney :)

"The world is a book and those who do not travel read only one page."- St. Augustine

Friday, October 15, 2010

I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free.

oh man. i really hate to disappoint people. especially, people who put a high expectation on me. oh man. you don't have to do that. i'm definitely an average person. neither too bright nor too stupid.

"i'm sure your final essay will be better than draft. you're an excellent student" (lecturer, 2010).

oh my goodness. this is horror. the worst nightmare i have ever had. honestly, i don't really deserve that kind of compliment. save it for others who deserve it more than me. i don't want it. it's just that i know myself better. i can't and i don't think so. pressure isn't good. high expectation also isn't good. because i know myself better than you.

okay, Marae Visit tomorrow. gonna be two days away from welly. well, i don't know. i hope it will be so much fun there. we gonna have walks on the coast, talks about Maori culture and the marae, games and activities and lots more. it sounds cool. let's just wait and see :)

ok then. ciao for now.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

lumrah dunia.

have you ever crossed in your mind or experienced it before?

one thing to win someone's heart and to obtain compliments from someone is to buy his or her some 'nice and expensive' things.

what do you think? money is all that seems to matter in this life? after a while, i received a compliment from someone who's very close to me. but it all happened, after i bought something nice and expensive for her. and it hurt me so deep.

i wonder what if material is going to put aside. do i have to wait forever to hear such compliment from her? are money and material all important in this world?? what about good deeds? no? money wins every time? this is so upsetting. why? am i not good enough for you that i have to win your heart through money and material?

i have yearned for your love and care only God knows since when. why is it so hard for you to show any affection towards me? am i that bad? am i the least person that you care for in your list of 'my favourite people'? gosh, why am i being so emo suddenly?

but i guess life isn't always a bed of roses =.=
naaah, it's okay. i guess it's already written in my fate, not to be loved and appreciated by others.
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