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pesan untuk mereka,

hey, babes. i don't think you guys will read this but i really have to say this. whatever and no matter what happens between our parents. I'm hoping that we can still stick together and do our things like usual. i don't want because of our parents we grow far apart. i don't want that to happen. we used to be very close. we shared almost everything. we have so much in common. i know about all your dirty secrets. sometimes, adults make mistakes. and i don't want us to be such a fool by committing such a mistake. they are the ones who caused the chaos. why should us be involved in the mess they have created. i hope you understand this whole thing that i'm trying to say to you. i love you babes. you guys are my best cousins in the whole world. nobody could ever replace you guys.

Love,
Ayong.

i hate mummies.

dang.
today is going to be a dull day i guess. i'm hell bored. freaking boreed. theres' nothing else to do man. my life's been the same every single day. i've been sleeping at around 6/7 am and waking up at around 1/2 pm. i suck la. my days aren't productive at all. huhu.. i am jobless and am officially broke. but, today i did make an attemp to wake up early. i woke at 8 something. then, watched the mummy, the tomb of the dragon. like the movie. its' weird to see Jet Li played the role as a mummy. and also he's not mean enough to play the role as the great emperor. naahh, i guess he's okay lah. at 11 something, went inside the room to take a nap. woke up just now at around 3 something. now, here i am blogging as usual. actually, i don't have much to blog lah. i blog only for the sake of blogging. gosh, i better stop here.
people out there, don't bail on me. i'll be back. :) :)

till then,
cheerios people!

Love,
Me.

yeah, it's a tag.

LoL. It's been quite some time i haven't answered any tags eh?
so, yeah i'm so in the mood to do it rite now. so, hit it!

Details:

Name: Qistina

Sisters: 0 Brothers: 1

Shoe size: 6/7

Height : 156 cm kot?

Where do you live: Batu Berendam. soon to be called as Hang Tuah Jaya (my dad la said)

Some facts about you:

Favourite drinks: Geez, i dunno. green tea kot. and yes soft drinks. i love them!

Favourite Breakfast: Nasi Lemak. Yum!

Have you ever been on a plane? Nope.

swam in the ocean : used to when i was little.

Fallen asleep at school : lotsa lotsa times.

Broken someone’s heart: i don't think so lah.

Fell off your chair : Yes. once i think. happened at Tesco SP. ask the witnesses zaty and ecah.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: waited for sms, yes.

What is your room like : pretty messed up.

What’s right beside you:My brother with his bantal busuk.

the last thing you ate: prosperity burger for the dinner. Yum!

Ever had chicken pox: When i was little. can't recall.

Sore throat: few weeks ago.

Stitches: Nope.

Broken nose: Nope

Do you believe in love at first sight: Maybe.

Like picnics: Yes. Love it!

who was the last person you danced with: with my classmates. performing some bollywood dance.

Last made you smile: my bro's lame jokes.

You last yelled at: My brother.

When did you:

Get sick: few months ago.
Miss someone: Everyday.
Eat: Just now.
Best feeling in the world: being appreciate and loved by people.
What’s under your bed: dust. hairs.
Who do you really hate: No one.

Random:

Is there a person who is on your mind now : Yezzzzaa.
Do you smile often: Yes.

Do you like your hand-writing: If it's written slowly.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: No one.

What color shirt are you wearing now: Yellow.

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. : lying on my bed.

yesterday: at home. didn't go anywhere.
I can’t wait till: I leave this country. *excited*

When did you cry last : can't recall.

Are you a friendly person: yes, i guess so.

Do you sleep with the TV on?: Noo.

What are you doing right now?: Doing this damn thing

Have you ever crawled through a window?: i can't recall

Can you handle the truth? : No.

Are you too forgiving?: hmm..it depends.

Are you closer to your mother or father?: Dunno.

Do you eat healthy?: No.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yup.
Who are you going to tag? : i want zack, kak su and anyone pun boleh je.

phew. omg. finally, i'm done with this tag.

till then,
bye.

Love,
Me.

blueekk.

alright. blog update!

okay okay.
let me recall what did i do for today?
firstly, woke up late today,
and then spent the whole entire day inside my room. did some reading. like whoa.
omg, i ate like a loot today. damn, sure i'll be gaining some weight la. huhu..
gosh, my nose is damn itchy la. this is all becoz i consumed a lot of sambal belacan for the dinner. hehe.
omg omg omg.
my mom is totally obsessed with tamil movies lately. grrr..
it's so annoying cuz i want to watch hindi movies lah.
my mom refused to switch to other channels la. she is totally glued to that ABO channel. grrr..
you know what.
if people pass by my house, they would assume that my house is belong to an Indian family i tell you. the only language they can hear from the tv is 'Tamil language'.
i fed up already la watching those Tamil movies. bluuueekkkk.
but my mom seems to enjoy them very muchhh. apa2 je la mom.
damn, totally broke lah.
but i'm thinking to catch a movie next week. hopefully.
okay la. that's all
this post is very lame and boring. i know i know.
i'm having a hard time to sleep nowadays. my eye bags are killing me dowh.
i shall go now.
ok peeps.
ciao!

Love,
Me.

ok updates!

ok, yesterday, i had a girls' day out with LiLy, LiLy's sister and FaRa.
we were supposed to meet at Carefour.
i had to get there by bus. phew. truly Malaysian lah. :) :) :)
so, i arrived at Dataran Pahlawan around 12 something then met up with FaRa.
LiLy was still on her way.
so, me and FaRa decided to buy tickets first. We decided to watch New Moon.
later, went around and supposed to meet LiLy at Big Apple.
We met up then had our lunch at McD.
after that, went around again and we entered few shops to check out some stuffs.
at 2.15 pm, we dashed back to the cinema to watch New Moon.
the cinema was so packed lah i tell you.
the movie was awesomelahh..
after the movie, went again for jalan jalan around dataran pahlawan and makhota parade.
well, the three of us didn't shop anything. hahaha.. we all broke lah.
:) :) :)
later at 6 pm. went back to Melaka Sentral by FaRa's car.
thanks FaRa for the ride. :) :)
overall, yesterday was fun la. New Moon was okay okay.
Jacob is freaking hot hot.
Edward is beautiful as usual. omg. omg. i love his smile.

ok. pictures!

the three of us. LiLy, Me, FaRa.

with LiLy's sister.

ehem. ehem.

that's all i guess,
bye for now.
daaa..

Love,
Me.

i'm so gay :)

yes yes! i'm goin out tomorrow.
with my coursemates, Lily and Fara.
omg. i sound so gay.
after 2 weeks i'm home, finally i can go out and meet my friends.
phew. dad has agreed to give me some pocket money.
weeehoooo..
love you daddy!
can't wait for tomorrow.
omg omg omg.

Love,
Me

omg omg omg.

i really hope the plan for tomorrow is going to work out. *pray hard*
so far no news or updates from them.
*sigh*

p/s: each time i plan to go out, something will happen and ruin the plan..huhu.

the gift of a friend.

yeah baby. i'm here again.
:)

currently, i'm hooked with demi's latest song titled 'the gift of a friend'
i like the song and also the lyric is so meaningful.
it made me remember my friends who have been supporting me all this time.
thanks guys. muah2.

my favourite part of the song is,

'when you have a friend by your side,
that helps you to find,
the beauty of all,
when you open your heart and believe in,
the gift of a friend..'

i like this song damn so much.
uhuhuh..
better go now.
my shoulder is paining like wth.

love,
Me.

No Title.

bored bored bored.

freaking bored dowh. uhuhuh.

yesterday i was a bit emo. yeah, i know i know.
today, i don't know yet what will happen to me.
wait and see lah.
ok. i have some new cravings lately.

the list:-

1. i wanna watch new moon badly.
2. Seoul Garden. *drooling*
3. i want new books badly.

that's all i guess.

ciao!
Me.

total loser.

tsk tsk tsk.

i don't know why i have this feeling.
i feel that my mom and dad aren't excited at all about me going to oversea.
plus, i'm hurt actually. so very hurt.
that my mom and dad didn't congratulate me when i passed the final exam.
:(
i guess they forgot about me.
or they don't care at all.

tsk tsk tsk.

this evening i heard a conversation between my mom and ayip.
i feel very hurt.
i know i shouldn't be emotional about it.
but i can't help it.
i keep thinking about it till rite now.

ayip: mama, ayip nak beli telescope lah.

mama: ko jangan nak ngada2..sekarang nie dah takde shopping2..sume duwet nak kena bagi kat ayong ko.

ok. i feel hurt. deep down in me i feel like my mom and dad don't feel happy about the fact that i'm going to oversea and need to use a lot of money.
if they don't like it at all.
why sent me to Ipsah in the first place.
why let me took the course in the first place.
i feel like i'm putting burden on my parents' shoulder.
i feel useless.
feel like a total loser rite now. bcoz i'm unable to earn my own money.
i still need to cling on parents' money.
i feel hopeless.

i wish i have my own money. sadly i don't have any.
i'm waiting and hoping for the scholarship money.
i need that money badly.

i shall go i guess.

Love,
Me.