things that i don't like about winter =)

drum roll please =)

1. it's freezing colddd man..i even have to wear socks inside my room.
2. there's no sun. the skies are dark and gloomy. the streets are wet. yada yada..
3. i fear of winter-weight. because i can't seem to stop eating. i feel hungry all the time. huhu..
4. i have to wear the same, boring coat/sweater everyday. boohoo. i don't have much. winter coats are freaking expensive.
5. i sleep a bit too much because it's so cold and i can't resist the temptation to crawl under my bed. can't help it!

well, seems that i have to endure this for few months. ok then. really need to hit the books.
this week i have 2 tests going on. EPSY 141 and LING 223 tests are on Thursday. phew. wish me good luck kay guys?

study mode will be activated tonite. i'll catch you guys later.. see ya!

kisses,
QisTina.

Guru Malaysia Terbaik!

Happy Teacher's Day!

Terima kasih Cikgu.
Tanpa Cikgu.
Saya tidak akan berada di bumi NZ.

thanks for everything =)

this is my favourite quote:

"Teacher is like Pepsi - Ask for More.. Teacher is like Nike - Just Do It.. Teacher is like Nokia - Connecting People.. Also, teacher is like McD - I'm Loving It!"

LOL.

he's taken. daaaa.

a convo that i had with an EPP student, Ma Yong from China.

Me: Ma Yong, tell me about your high school memories?

Ma Yong: Ohh, during high school years, once, there was an exam. and i cheated in the exam. i passed a piece of paper with answers to the girl behind me. the teacher caught us. and she tore the paper apart. and both of us were punished by that teacher. that girl is my current girlfriend. *smile*

Me: Auuuuuuwwww, so sweet. so romantic.

murmuring to myself: I feel like i've heard this kind of story from somewhere. i think from Korean/Japanese dramas. oooppss.

deep down in my heart: Oh crap. he's takeeen!! there goes my chance to flirt with him. haha.

Another convo that i had with Ma Yong,

Ma Yong: i heard your PM. he has a Chinese lover. and he was angry with her. and he 'boom' her.

Me: Errr..ohhh that's just a gossip. a rumour. don't believe it please. our PM is such a great man. *serious face*

Ma Yong: Maybe it's true.

Me: No. i don't think so. Let's change the topic please. Politics is dirtyyy. *smile*

omggg..he knows Najib. like what da heck?? huhu..i was so speechless.

p/s: i didn't cry today. that's good. i realized crying will not bring the dead to alive. i have to move on. i have to. for the sake of my parents and friends. Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk meneruskan hidup ini. Jauhkanlah aku dari kesedihan. Amin.

Love,

Me.

Empty.

something is holding me back.

i felt bad when i laughed.
i felt bad when i smiled.
i felt bad when i tried to be happy.
at this moment, i feel only emptiness.

i miss you nenek. ain't no sunshine when you're gone :(

Happy Mother's Day.

Happy Mother's Day Mama.

i love you so much. thanks for everything :)

I'll be strong for you Mama.
I'll be a good daughter for you Mama.
I'll take good care of myself for you Mama.
I'll make you proud Mama.
I'll make you happy Mama.

i'm sorry for everything. forgive me Mama. and i thank Allah for giving me such a wonderful mama.

i'm glad and thankful that i still have parents. thanks Allah :)

Love,
Me.

seandainya.

seandainya nenek masih hidup,

ayong makan bersama bila nenek makan,
ayong tidur bersama bila nenek tidur,
ayong menyahut bila nenek panggil,
ayong dengar bila nenek bercerita,
ayong patuh bila nenek suruh/larang,
ayong ketawa bila nenek bergurau,
ayong cium dan salam nenek sebelum keluar rumah,
ayong solat jemaah bersama nenek setiap hari,
ayong buat nenek gembira setiap hari,
ayong ucap terima kasih setiap kali nenek memberi,
ayong minta maaf setiap kali terkasar bahasa dengan nenek,

seandainya nenek masih ada.

nenek, ayong rindukan nenek. nenek pergi tanpa sepatah kata. ayong dah takda nenek. maafkan ayong sekiranya tangisan ayong buat nenek terseksa di sana. ayong sayangkan nenek. setiap kali malam menjelma, ayong resah. hati tidak tenteram. hati ini terasa sayu. ayong rindukan nenek. setiap kali lepas solat, ayong sebak. setiap kali bacakan surah Yasin untuk nenek, ayong sebak. ayong tak sangka nenek dah pergi tinggalkan ayong.

innalillahiwaiinailaihirajiun. Al-Fatihah buat nenek tercinta. i miss you nenek :(

nenek, i miss you..

i wish it was a merely dream. but it wasn't. i have to move on, they said. am i capable of doing that?

i miss her :(

what a game. Go Canes!

hello beautiful earthlings!

i'm backkk..

gonna update about yesterday. went to watch and experience my very first New Zealand rugby match between Wellington Hurricanes and Chiefs. Hurricanes defeated Chiefs 32-27. what a game. You gave us a wave. Go Hurricanes!

Hurricanes 2010.

Me being a Hurricanes supporter =)

yeay! we won! clap3.

i will never forget this experience. it was an awesome nite. i screamed a lot. i pissed a lot. it was a deadly cold nite. but i was satisfied. i was happy. Go Hurricanes!

p/s: credits to Mufid and Aisha for the pics. Love you hun!

With so much love,
TiNa.