i'm sorry. so sorry.

       Hello readers. i'm back again to update my blog, actually i want to share something that has been bothering me for the past few days, for the past few days, i have been thinking about this girl, she's my classmate during the school days, here's the story begins, in 2005 this gurl was transferred to my school, she was a new student.. her name is Juliana, i called her Jue, when i saw her alone, i approached her and offered myself to become her friend, then everything was so fun and we were best friends, till one day in 2006, that everything became so wrong, she made a mistake and it hurt me so much, i was so mad at her at that moment, for the couple of months, i didn't talk to her or even look at her, i was angry and i didn't know why i hated her so much, she tried to talk to me and said how sorry she was, but i didn't listen to her, i was too ego to forgive her mistake, to me her mistake was unforgiveable, till the last day of school, i still didn't talk to her or even look at her, i hate her so much... but now i realised i have made a huge mistake by not forgiving her, because of that i have lost a such a good friend, we have lost contact since we left the school, till now i have never heard any news about Jue, it's like she vanished to somewhere, even my other friends also don't know where she is, i feel so guilty towards her, i wish that i know where she is, i want to tell her that i have forgiven her, that i'm not mad at her anymore, i just want to meet her, and tell her how good friend she is. I want her to forgive me too after what I did.

 Jue,
if you read this post,
i'm really sorry for everything,
i was harsh to you,
oh god,
where are you Juliana??
Wherever you are in this world,
i wish that,
may all joy and happiness be at your side,
lastly,
just want you to know that,
you will always be my best friend,
i don't hate you anymore..
and i will remember all the things we did together,
i won't forget our memories together...
i'm truly sorryyy...