The best way to make future interesting is to create it.

Location: Lake Tekapo, South Island.
My Summer's Checklist:
drumroll*

1. South Island trip (Christchurch & Queenstown) - check.
2. Summer's job - check. but, gotta find second job i guess. life gets bored every single day.
3. North Island trip - soon. can't wait. can't wait *smile*
4. Movie? - soon. next week probably. Tuesday offers the cheapest price. Hail King Edmund. *wink*
5. Finish reading all series of the Chronicles of Narnia - err. not sure. i hope so.
6. Nak kurus? - pending. haha. not going to happen. LOL
7. Keep my eyes on any SALE signs- definitely :P
8. Spend a whole day in BORDERS and read books - soon. i have been wanting to do this since ages. got to find one perfect day for it.
9. Picnic at Botanical garden - i don't know. need to plan with housemates first.
10. try to cook new dishes or baking? - tengokla if rajin :P

Boredom is one of the greatest tortures.

life without planning is so lifeless. i don't have any plans for the summer. do you?

i miss Queenstown because i found peace there.

am i jinxed?

i'm DOOMED.

i can't see that my life is falling apart. my bright future is breaking to pieces. i'm so screwed. a series of unfortunate events happened to me. i'm totally jinxed.

i feel that i'm not capable of doing anything. even easy peasy thing like cleaning job, i have screwed it. one word. LOSER. yeah, that's ME. i was cleaning my employer's house and bad incident happened. i was vacuuming near the book rack when suddenly a vase on top of the rack fell and broke. i was so speechless. i couldn't believe what my eyes had seen. i have informed the incident to my employer. i told her how sorry i am and i'm willing to replace it with money. few days have passed since that and i haven't received any reply from my employer. i guess i'm fired. i think i have lost my job. GREAT. the best summer of my life.

Charlotte. i am terribly sorry. it was all my fault. i should be fired.

again

i'm so upset. life hasnt' been treating me well. dear summer. please be nice to me. after what has happened, i feel terribly homesick. i wanna go home. i miss my family so damn much. sigh.

=(

when the joy is fading.

for the upcoming days and weeks, i bet it's going to be extremely bored. i am dying. not because of any illness. but because of BOREDOM. i have no idea on how to make my life here more interesting. any suggestion? i don't feel like working everyday. it's just that i know myself better. my body is weak and can't handle continuous pressure and workloads. huhu. also, what's the purpose of working everyday and after that you get home feeling all tired and sleepy. there's no life isn't? i don't want that. i want a simple life. money? doesn't matter to me. p/s: credits to Papanda Terbang for the shot.

save me, Wellington. i don't wanna die of boredom

Jerk.

while i was browsing news feed today, i found this on facebook. and i was like freaking annoyed reading it. man. all this while, i thought bahasa jiwa bangsa? dude.what grade did you get for your SPM Malay paper? i bet it was nearly a pass right?

Bb...jgn gsau b ta de na mgatal2 nye la k ucoxx2...jgn gsau...bb 2 g ar andy...b bwu pai sini wgi smacam jew huhuhuhuhu... jgn maah syg... b tetp syg bb... ily ucoxx2 ♥

omaigodddddd. jadah ape nyer yang ko tulis nie??? berkerut dahi aku nak paham ape yang ko cuba nak sampaikan? dude. go and get yourself some proper education. poor you. or why don't you sign up for spelling/language lesson? you definitely need that. i'm sorry guys. i know i shouldn't make fuss about this. tapi aku memang pantang betul orang kalau lidah pendek nie. haha. it's just that i can't stand it okay? i get really irritated with this kind of major/loser spelling errors. ko ingat ko comel ker, kalau tulis ayat pelat macam tu? Are You Stupid Or Something? sedihlah. dah tua bangka pun cakap pelat lagi. indeed, i feel sorry to your gf. LOL

please. grow up. sigh.