Friday, March 20, 2009

You're so stupid.

         Bad news for me, i'm back in Ipsah. arrived at 6.00 pm just now huhu.. the hostel is still empty and dark. haha..serves me right, who asks you to go back early?? well, it's not my intention to go back early. it is because the tickets for Saturday are all sold out!! ok.. throughout this holidays, i discovered a lot of things about me. first, i discovered that i'm so silly. second, i discovered that i can be easily fooled by people. ok, let me share with u guys why i called myself silly, i have a brother, and i love him, and i trust him, and i thought he will never ever lie to me, but, at the end, he lied to me!! grrr.. so mad with him. he talked bullshit said that he would never ever touch cigarettes or smoke. few days ago, he confessed to me that he smoked. then, he was so slumber and lit up the cigarette and smoked in front of me!! argghhh..i was so stunned and couldn't believe it. my brother is a freaking smoker!! i wanted to cry at that moment, but i held it. i didn't want to look stupid in front of him. i realized that i couldn't do nothing to stop him, it's too little too late. he is a smoker and i hate the fact he smoke. somehow, i feel i'm a loser, i failed as a sister. i'm not a good sister because i couldn't prevent him from touching that 'dirty' and 'harmful' things. i'm so failed as a sister..huhu.. i'm so foolish that i believe him and he certainly had me fooled!! grrrr.. i'm so mad with u bro!! you let me down and you lied to me.. oh god.. i'm so not in the mood to blog anymore, i'm freaking mad rite now..

8 comments:

Danny Hayter said...

hmmm... you should stay cool... find the reasons for his addiction... ask him why he do it and can't he quit it.

chris@dotagaki said...

Hi orang melaka! CooL blog eventhough u emo. Dun stop blogging ya, baru nak follow.

The Pen's Owner said...

tina..i understand ur feeling huhu..but time will heal your wounds.

farah haris said...

tina kene ckp dgn adik elok2..
huhu

mR SyamEL said...

lol..
smoker nknny pembunuh..
wakaka

QisTina said...

ko x paham perasaan aku syamel,
adik aku tue sedang membunuh diri dier sendiri,
aku takut adek aku mati awal dari aku,
just bcoz of smoking,
huhuhu..
aku takut..dier adek kesayangan aku..

mamma mia! said...

mmg ssh nk deal dgn smokers ni tna.. pkwe aku pn.. dr raye thn 2007 janji dgn aku nk stop smoking.. harammmmm

@tpyeezan said...

tina, smoking is bad, bt forcing will make it worse...
giv him time to learn about 'life'.. muda lg tu, n dnt wory, ajal maut ada kat tgn ALLAH..
jz pray d best 4him k...

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