bollywood fever!!

hello there,
well, it's nothing actually,
still i wanna update my blog,
so, today i didn't go anywhere,
just stuck in front of tv for the whole day,
so far i don't have any plans to go out,
hmm.. i'm not in da mood to go out,
boring...
i did download few movies to be watched during my spare times,
guess what movies??
ok..i downloaded hindi movies!!
it's still in progress,
can't wait for them to complete downloading,
seriously i love hindi songs and movies,
hindi songs are lullaby and they soothe my soul,
heee..
my all time favourite's movies are:-

1. dilwale dulhania le jayenge
2. mohabbatein
3. dil to pagal hai
4. kabhi kushi kabhi gham
5. kuch kuch hota hai

okie dookie..
seem that i caught a bollywood fever,
hahaha..
ok peeps,
i'm signing out!!
daa...

with love,
me!!
=)

oh no it's holidays.

    Hello.. it's morning already, i almost finish packing my stuff, but to carry those boxes to the store room, it's killing me duh!! mak ai, dah lah jauh store tue, ok.. hmm..tomorrow i'm going back, but i don't feel like going home now, 3 weeks of holidays, definitely will be doing nothing at home, omigosh, i'm running out of money now, so these holidays i'll be staying at home only, huhuhu.. arghhh..how boring, mom and dad, could you guys please give your very kesian daughter some pocket money?? huhu.. seriously.. i hate holidays, holidays only bore me to death.. i guess i should do some reading during these holidays, just to fill my spare time, well you know, i'm going to stay inside the house all the time, because i have no money to go shopping or sightseeing, huhu.. what a pathetic of me!! ok..my brother is now preparing to enter whether kolej komuniti or politeknik, so, he rarely to be at home, so just left me and ayip, urghh..ayip??malas nak layan, still with his childish attitude, somehow, i feel scared thinking about the coming new semester, surely i have to do better for the next sem, no more last minute work, i definitely need to change my old habit, that is to procrastinate things, surely this habit won't help me any better, so Tina, be an early worker and riser!! heeee.... ok, one more thing, next sem, we'll be staying in dorm J, because our block will be having renovations, mak ai, jadi ikan sardin lah aku kat dlm dorm tue, dah lah hangat, harum semerbak lak tue, huhu.. so happy holidays everyone!! gonna miss you guys so much!! sorry guys if have done wrong or hurt you guys throughout this sem, my bad =( so tata everyone, have a safe journey back to your hometown!! xoxo

2 types of friends

good morning people,
i got nothing to do rite now, so i shall update my blog,
hmm..*thinking*
throughout almost 2 years i've been here,
in Ipsah, i learnt a lot and i observed a lot and i discovered a lot,
about what?
about types of friends and friendship,
there 2 types of friends that i discovered,

1st,
friends who are not closer to you,
they don't care much about you,
and definitely they don't hurt you or do anything that can make you upset,
why? i told you, they are not close to you,
so they don't have any reason to hurt you or make you upset.

2nd,
friends who are so close to you, inseparable
friends who vowed to stay together forever,
but still, they ignore you,
and keep hurting you and making you upset.
i wonder why?
is it because they are so close to you,
so they have right to hurt you, to ignore you,
upsetting you with their cold behavior and harsh words,

hmm..all this are unanswerable,
i don't know the reason why they did that,
why shouldn't we treat our best friends nicely,
avoid doing anything that can hurt their feelings,
respect them, listen to them, and looking at their faces when speaking,
speak to them nicely and give fair treatment to all your best friends,
if you like this particular friend,
don't discriminate others,
others do have feelings too,
and want to be noticed and accepted,
why is it so hard to cultivate these positive things into each one of us?
friends come and go,
if we don't take any initiative to strengthen the friendship,
the friendship would become useless and valueless,
this advice is to all people out there,
if you have best friends or friends that are close to you,
do make them happy, treat them nicely,
appreciate them,
because if you don't do this, they will run away and find other friends,
i've experienced this situation before, and it still keep going on now,
i really hope that my best friends,
will stop hurting me and making me upset,
why is it people that i love and care so much keep hurting me??
i kept this question all this while,
"Do true friends exist??"

hmm..i let you people answer it for me,
ok then,
farewell..

with love,
Kuceng Sepi =(

Mini Exhibition.

hello peeps!!

Mini exhibition just ended,
fuh..
feel sooo relieved..thank god our exhibition is excellent!! Madam Bebe commented.
but i'm so not satisfied, our hard work and effort only last for a day,
the exhibition should be longer maybe should last for few days,
so that everyone could visit our exhibition,
hmm..never mind lah,
finally it's over kan?
it's that what you really want Tina??
haishh..
what is gone is gone,
ok then, not much to write about,
kaylah. more pics to come! get excited people!






p/s: Thanks so much for those who came to our exhibition, Z1A really appreciate your support!!

Love,
Me.
:D

girls just wanna have fun rite??

heyya people!!
hurm..it's nothing..
just wanna post several pics here,
thanks to zaty for taking these cute pics with her web cam =)
*sigh* girls just wanna have fun rite?? hee..

lovey-dovey =)

hey birdy don't poo poo on me =)

this is how i look like if i was fat!!

haha..Ecah is fatter than me =)

eh? Xmas is not yet rite?? haha..

cute huh?
ok then, gud nite people of the universe,
daaa....

with love,
QisTiNa =P

100 truths about me!!

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: plain water
2. Last phone call: Izaty, my girl
3. Last text message: Att, yesterday
4. Last song you listened to: Mujse dosti karoge..hee..
5. Last time you cried: can't recall

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: never
7. Been cheated on: yes!!
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never
9. Lost someone special: my grandad
10. Been depressed: yes!!
11. Been drunk and threw up: never in my entire life.

THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. black
14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: hmm..50-50 ahaks!!
17. Laughed until you cried: yes
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: can't recall
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: urgh!! hate kids..
24. Do you have any pets: not for now. but i always want one!! a meow please..
25. Do you want to change your name: never. Qistina is a cute name!!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: my friends got me a surprise party =)
27. What time did you wake up today: 5.00 am
28. What were you doing at midnight: online-ing
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: money..huhu..
30. Last time you saw your Mother: a couple of months ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: hmm..so many but better be thankful with everything that i've gotten.
32. What are you listening to right now : hindi songs
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: can't recall
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the fact that i'm broke and Ipsah management and discrimination!!
35. Most visited webpage: this blog of mine, facebook, friends' blogs
36. Whats your real name: Farah Qistina Bt. Fahimi
37. Nicknames: Tina, Qis, Fara,
38. Relationship Status: Single but not available
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary School?: Sek Keb Peringgit, Melaka
42. Secondary School?: Melaka Girl High School, Melaka
43. High school/college?: IPGM Campus Sultan Abdul Halim
44. Hair colour: pure black
45. Long or short: A little longer from shoulder length
46. Height: 150++cm gosh! can't recall
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes :)
48: What do you like about yourself?: nothing
49. Piercings: don't have
51. Righty or lefty: -

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: none
53. First piercing: on d ear. none
54. First best friend: can't remember..oh i love all my girls..
55. First sport you joined: netball
56. First vacation: can't recall
58. First pair of trainers: Bata..hehe..cheap =)

RIGHT NOW :

59. Eating: none
60. Drinking: none
61. I'm about to: post this entry
62. Listening to: none
63. Waiting on: money and him =)

YOUR FUTURE

64. What kids?: kids again?? urghh..
65. Get Married?: if i'm destined to be
66. Career?: a future English teacher-damn my english is so broken=)

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: huh? blurr whose eyes/lips??
68. Hugs or kisses: can i have kisses only
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: again blurr..whose stomach/arms??
73. Sensitive or loud: it's ok to be sensitive but not too loud..
74. Hook-up or relationship: i'm still single!!
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: i'm hesitant sometimes =)

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: never
77. Drank hard liquor: never
78. Lost glasses/contacts: never
79. Sex on first date: never in my entire life.
80. Broken someone's heart: never
82. Been arrested: hell never!!
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes..once
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes. he was my coursemate =p

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: i do.
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: sorry no
91. Kiss on the first date: errr..i'm hesitant..hee..
92. Angels: yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never
95. Did you sing today?: always
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: never.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 2001
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: can't think of any
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: i did.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes.

it's really suffocating.

Exam is over,
but i don't feel anything..
so many things need to be settled,
i'm feeling breathless..hardly to breathe..
it's suffocating..i sigh a lot these few days,
why bad things keep happening to me??
have to think other alternative if the rayuan to stay in the hostel is rejected,
cari rumah sewa??
hmm..pening kepala memikirkan masa depan yang kian gelap,
transportation?? damn!! i don't have license and car!!
oh god.. guide me please..
i hardly breathe now..
mini exhibition??
oh god..why now?? my life is completetly a mess now..
packing?? semester is coming to the end..need to empty my room..
dear Allah..Kau mudahkanlah urusanku..
hambamu begitu terdesak sekarang ini..
ok then..
better go.. need to perform my prayer..
maybe i will calm a little after prayer..
bye..

with love,
TiNa

p/s: i'm crossing my fingers that i can stay in the hostel next sem =(

2 down, 1 more to go..

2 down,
1 more to go..

be patient Tina..
soon it's coming to the end,
then you are Free!!
mind free and soul free!!
or in other word Merdeka!!

Ya Allah, terangkanlah hatiku,
mudahkanlah urusan aku..
Amin..

Love,
TiNa =)

the Monkeys

hola peeps,
how are you today??
hope everybody is having a good time,
ok..just wanna tell a bit what practically happened today,
ok..this evening all blocks were having open block,
meaning the girls can visit guys' blocks and the other way round,
my room had been attacked by a herd of monkeys!!
warning!
these monkeys were so naughty and dangerous..
they entered every room and jumped straightly onto the bed,
grrr..their dirty bare feet were on my bed!!
mangkuk la korang..haishh..
ok ok..chill chill tina..
anyway, thanks guys for visiting =)
i forgive you guys..i know you guys are a bit culture shock to be inside girls' rooms,
wahahah..

ok my next point is since the exam is nearing,
and everybody is sooo busy studying,
me also included..hehe..
i'm proudly to declare that i will stop blogging for a while,
till exam finished..ok..
i wish all the best to all my course mates and good luck to you too miera I4P,
may all of us get the good results,
and if god willing, all of us, the 59 of us,
will fly together to our dream university,
victoria university of wellington..
best of luck to all of us!!
ok then,
really have to gooo..
huhu..
i'm gonna miss blogging so much..
bye2..

with hugs and kisses,
TiNa..

huh?

Final Exam!!

18th-Linguistics
19th-Philosophy
20th-Human Development

Ya Allah, semoga aku tenang menghadapi peperiksaan,
semoga aku lulus dengan jayanya,
mantapkanlah ingatan aku,
semoga segalanya berjalan dengan lancar,
Amin...

hambamu yang lemah,
Tina

Burning the midnight's oil.

hellooo..people of the universe!!
i'm here again..blogging as usual..wakakak
sorry..i'm too stress..
just wanna chill a bit by blogging..huhu..
ok..i'm having real headache now,
seems that my head is going to explode,
and my eyesight seems blurry..huhu..
i assumed it's because i consumed lots of nescafe the past few days,
purpose??
so that i could stay up longer and study,
i didn't drink nescafe today..and i got this 'annoying' headache,
so i assumed maybe because of the caffeine that i consumed.*sigh*
i've been studying. studying and studying..
but none of it stays in my mind..huhu..feel like a loser now..

Ya Allah,
berikanlah aku daya ingatan yang baik,
berikanlah aku kebijaksanaan,
Amin..

only 9 days left till the exam,
everything is all messed up now,
books and notes all over my table,
my appearance looks disorder,
and it all happened because i was busy hitting the books and notes for the exam,
*sigh*
how i wish i could stop the time and being in somewhere else, wonderland maybe,
or Narnia?? hahaha..too obsessed by the movie..*love King Peter* heeee...
oh ya..still haven't finished reading New Moon..i know..very lambat kan??
my friends Azu is already on the 4rd book..The Breaking Dawn..rasenyer..am i right Azu??
aiyohh..penatlah study..
surprisingly..i don't miss home though i haven't gone back for almost 2 months..
hmm..i wonder why??
i think i know why..huhu..
no need to tell here..it's family matter..huhu..
aiyoh..need to continue the study later..
waaaaaaaaaaaa....i wanna be gone from this life for a while,
bukan pegi mati ye..i mean i wanna go somewhere that can put my mind at ease and peace..
huhu..
ok then,
really have to go..
i guess i need to drink nescafe la tonite..
huhu..
bye peeps!!
daaa..

hugs n kisses,
Tina

Choir and more pictures =)

wuuuu...
i'm so wrecked =(
just got back from English Camp 2009,
we were performing a choir for the closing ceremony of the English camp,
we sung 4 songs overall,
tumbalaika a jewish song, followed by Guru Malaysia, On the top of the world and lastly rasa sayang eh,
we threw our heart and soul into the songs..
we were very glad that the participants (the juniors) were enjoying and responsive to our performance,
thanks guys..*terharu sangat*
for this whole day,
we watched the juniors proudly in their batiks and their choral speakings, were sooo good,
we saw lots of happy faces, excited faces, cute faces..heheh..
we too..having lots of fun today,
we definitely made our institute, the host for this camp satisfied with our blast performance,
aiyohh..i'm so lazy to type some more..huhu..

Ok..Let the pictures tell more about it!!

me n roomie..

Nz Tesolians really love orange colour..and we really look cool in orange..heheh..

with seniors..

juniors' choral speaking..they were damn goood..

before choir..

orange+orange=oranges =)

with the lecturers..

candid time!!

goofing around with roomie..

after choir..candid time!!

the juniors..

naia..are u okay?? looks like you've been possessed by demon..heheh..

doing 'bapuk' stunt..heheh..

wawan n elin..the couple..and me the 3rd person..wahahah..

with Cohort 2 juniors =)

tea time!!

seriously..this resort is so full of 'ulat bulu' eeeeiiiiiiyeekkk.....

with love,
TiNa =)

a joke a day, keeps the doctor away =)

wahahah..kemak!!
true lah what you said,
Tina is addicted to blogging..ngeh ngeh..
it's just i don't have much things to do,
each time i got bored with studying, the thick books, the notes all over my table,
i just need to blog a little, you know sort of releasing stress..
too high level of stress can surely burst your head..*this is fact..i don't lie..hehe*
so i take a break and blog a bit..it's not a crime rite guys??
hey i found this joke in somewhere, sorry i can't remember where,

the joke sounds like this,

A mat salleh guy went to this durian stall, the owner was a Malay guy.

Malay guy: Err..hello sir, would like to taste this durian??

The mat salleh tried the durian and said,

"OMG, it tastes like hell!!"

The Malay guy was amused by the mat salleh's comment and said,

"you all ar the mat salleh, very very successful ar"

The mat salleh: huh? what do you mean?

The Malay guy: yalah..you all even have been to hell!! very dasyat ar you all..
Err..how did the hell look like??

The mat salleh: #*$ ???

hahaha..funny rite??
hmm..ok then,
better get going..*not going anywhere*
next destination is BED!!
heheh..
definitely need the stay up tonite and hit the books!!
ok..daaa..

with love,
Tina

Choir oh choir =)

ok this is it..
tomorrow is the show time!!
after days of hard work and rehearsal,
the second choir group will be performing tomorrow..
for the English Camp 2009,
our institute is the host for this year's English camp,
last year, in JB we were the participants,
but this year we are the performers,
oh, can't wait for tomorrow!!
we are wearing orange outfit tomorrow,
i feel very nervous plus excited now,
hope that everything goes smoother tomorrow..
all the best to us!!
go and make the Institute proud of us!!
and the most important thing is don't embarrass ourselves in front of the juniors..hehe..

toodles,
me again..

p/s: Ipsah RuLeZ!!

Exam, you drive me crazy.

" i don't feel like studying, i feel like cuddling and just wanna sleep throughout the day"

urgghh..exam is annoying!! wuuuu...
exam is driving me insane!!
i wish i could stop the clock from ticking..and sleep as much as i can..huhu..

toodles,
me =)

am speechless.

first time i saw it,
i was speechless,

second time i saw it,
i was stunned and couldn't believe my eyes,

total C
definitely C
my eyes didn't lie,

my gred for Linguistics assignment is C!!
disappointment washed over me..
i feel very disappointed..
my hard work all this while only worth 'C',
i guess that i didn't do well enough for the Lingo assignment..
now..i have to do something..
i must study hard for the exam..
i'm going to get a good mark for the Lingo papers..
i will not give up!!
exam!! i'm on my way to challenge You!!

p/s: maybe i should stop blogging for a while..huhu..what say you??

You are my sunshine =)

i'm really in a good moooodd today,
a sms from my dad brought a shine to my life..hehe..
here goes the situation..

Tina: Ayah bole x bank in kan ayong Rm 100..duit ayong kat dlm bank dah nak abis lah..huhu...

a few minutes later..

Daddy cool: Ayong, hari Isnin yer ayah masukkan..

weehooo..thanks daddy..love you so much..muah2..
i was grinning from ear to ear after i received that sms..
hoho...bahagianya dpt duit..only money can make me happy like this..hehe..
haihh..so materialistic lah u Tina..
actually..i was having financial problem lately..so i'm really happy when my daddy is very considerate to bank in some money to me..
ohh daddy..you brought sunshine to my gloomy life..metaphorically speaking..hehe..
ok then,
have to go..
woi study la Tina..
you are not supposed to be here!!
huhu..

with love,
Tina

Tomok won??

hmm...
what i didn't hope for finally came true..
Tomok was the winner of OIAM season 3..and grabbed the big prize 1 million ringgit..
he is very lucky huh?..he won because of look or talent??
what do you guys think??
i'm really sick of this kind of singers, who don't have any qualities at all..won because of their looks..
what wrong with Malaysians nowadays??
previously..Mawi and now Tomok??
are they blind?? this guy is totally immature in this singing field..his voice i think is not that good..
besides, Tomok is not very fluent in English and he rarely delivered English songs..
sorry to Tomok fans..this the truth bout him..
in my opinion, a good singer must be versatile..means he or she can deliver both Malay and English songs..
this guy is totally another version of mawi..'penyanyi kampung'
they (Malaysians) chose him..what can i do??
just hope that he will bring sparkle to the Malaysian Music Industry..hmm..
will he bring huge impact to the Music Industry??
hmm..let's wait and see..

p/s: Tina love Faizal Tahir..he is a versatile singer..and he can speak English fluently =)

because i love you..

"Don't you ever lose hope on me, don't you ever lose faith on me, don't you ever kick me out from your life, i will try my best to make you happy, to be nice to you, to be good to you, and the reason is you..because i love you"