fear of the nothing.

a few days without internet,
i feel completely lost and and empty,
cis..maktab nie, suka suki je x on wi-fi,
helloo, i pay ok. i mean we all pay each month for the wireless usage.
so, you guys have no right to switch off the wi-fi.
*sigh* i should not be mad rite now. ok, ok chill Tina.
ok. days are getting tougher. lotsa discussion, presentation, surfing, searching, flipping, writing and bla bla.
i haven't be able to adapt to this new sem.
it seems that i'm still in the 'relax sudah..' mode. huhu..
hmm..tina, tina you better wake up gurl!!
this sem is very serious and harder.
oh yeah, allowance sudah masuk. yeay!!
x sabar nak bayar hutang org. heheh..
what else, ok i went out today, to Central Square with my roomie.
we went there to kill the boredom and of course to withdraw some money.
we had supper at McD. i ordered some nuggets, french fries and coca cola.
strangely, i couldn't finish my meal. then, i offered Ecah to finish my french fries.
after that we went back by a cab.
then suddenly there were two Indon guys wanted to ride our cab.
the uncle asked us to give them space,
and there we were, inside the cab with the two Indon guys,
we had no choice bcoz that time was 10 pm already and we couldn't find other cabs.
i felt so uncomfortable with their presence.
they were quiet. and we were also quiet.
along the journey back to maktab, i was like thinking too much.
i thought about how the Indon guys 'bersubahat' with driver taxi to abduct us or to rob us.
even worse i thought the Indon guys were going to rape us.
and i was ready to jump out of the cab if that situation happened.
finally, we arrived safely at maktab.
haha..so funny lah that moment.
i was like so freak out that the Indon guys would trying to harm us but nothing happens actually.
am i too paranoid??
you guys tell me.
i always think that all Indon guys are bad guys.
i think i need to change my perception bout that.
uhuhuh, i should stop all this crap.
need to wake up early tomorrow.
have discussion at 9 am.
ok, i'm off to bed now.
till then,
good nite and see ya.

p/s: oh yeah, yesterday, the 3rd July was my classmate's birthday. Happy Birthday Tajong!! Sweet 20. Sorry i've no present for you. huhu..but i wish you 'Semoga Panjang Umur'
:D

ok guys.
sleep well.
daa..

with love,
Me.