Thursday, April 30, 2009

why oh why?

why oh why??
dear Allah..why are You testing me like this??
i'm so fragile..i cannot accept this fact...
Dear Allah..please give strength to face this cruel reality..
since when..i'm not sure..but what i'm sure is this feeling is growing and blossoming each day..
and how to stop this damn feeling..because i'm very sure that i will lose in this battle..
how to destroy this feeling??
i hate this feeling..hate it so much..it's killing me and torturing me like hell..
seems that fate is totally making fun of me and laughing at me right now..
the fate maybe says like this "haha..serves you right..why didn't you tell.

now you are the one who's suffering from broken heart"
life is cruel..and the fate is teasing me..
i lost the battle already..
oh dear..i wish that i don't have a heart..

i don't want this heart..
so that i won't have any feelings..so that i won't be hurt badly like this..
oh god..why am i being so emotional?? letting go is the best option..
but the question is am i able to do that?? am i that tough to do that??

why oh why.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

who r u talking bout? huhu

Anonymous said...

who is "him"? who is "her"? ahaks..scandal

[z@ck] said...

Allah tested u dis time..
dun let 'him' dan 'her' bother you..
=)
u need to move on!

ada van de kamp said...

i know how it feels. & im not qualified enough to advise u. but still, u need to face the truth.

"hadapi dengan senyuman,
semua yg terjadi biar terjadi." =)

amoi said...

who is him? and who's her?

Qistina Fahimi said...

sorry guys..
i will never ever reveal names inside my blog..
for security purposes..
anyways thanks 4 da moral support..really appreciate it..

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