The New Year's eve.

hello people,
okay guys, let's have a recap of what did i do for today. daddy just got back from Port Dickson. at round 8 something, dad brought us to eat at Ramli's somewhere in Banda Hilir i guess. the food was totally heaven. they serve the best nasi goreng and chicken chop in Melaka. well, according to me lah. hehe..after dinner, went for sightseeing at the Stadhuys and Melaka River. as usual, we camwhored like nuts seriously. people were just staring at us. hey, like what the heck kan? just mind your own business people. okay? after a while, went back home. My gosh, the road was totally packed with cars and people. well, it's a new year's eve i guess. people were out either to celebrate the New Year nor dating with their partners. i could see that Bandar Melaka was shimmering with colourful lights. what a great view i tell you. okaylah, i'm too lazy to type some more. just enjoy the pics down here okay?

that's all for today, i guess. well, i had so much fun today, being with the family is like best feeling in the world. overall, today was indeed a blast! till then. cheerio people!

Daddy Cool.

hey humans,

i'm back guys! 2 days of not updating seems like ages..haha..
i wanna update on what is going on in my life today.
went to Jusco with the family. reached there around 8 something. went to the bags and luggages department.
after a half hour of browsing and arguing with my dad bout the price, finally bought quite a large luggage. phew. it costs my dad quite a lot. sorry dad. hehe.. then, went dinnered at McD with the family.
so, i guess my day is satisfying. not a bore i guess.
i couldn't help it but to laugh when i saw my dad's face when he was paying for the luggage. his forehead creased a lot. hehe..soryy dad. well, it's totally worth it!
ok then, don't want to elaborate more. let the pics do the talking kay.

the price before discount. after discount it costs RM +++.

that's all i guess. okay babes, i'm off to watch 13 going 30 on Star Movies. till then,

au revoir people.

Love,
Me.

Burn your fat, before it goes straight to your ass.

hey peeps,

I've no idea on what to update here. nothing much to share here i guess. ohh yeah, these few days, i've been eating less, less and less. like seriously, i only ate a meal a day. i skipped breakkie, lunch, tea time and only had dinner. this is freaking scary man. i'm not usually like this before. i used to eat like a pig. does this habit sound healthy to you guys? nope right? actually, to be frank, i chose to eat less. becoz i'm soo freak out that i will gain some weight. i don't do exercise these days. becoz i'm such a lazy bump. so, i just eat less everyday bcoz i don't want to add numbers to the weighing scale. huhu..

i guess look is more important that eating healthily huh?

okay guys.
i'm off to watch Bedtime Stories!!

Love,
Me.

why can't I breath whenever i see you.

hello people of the universe,
to make it short, last nite, i was soo freaking bored. so, i decided to watch The O.C season 4. actually, I'm not really into the show. but, i was bored like i said, so, why not give it a try? so, i started with the first episode, 2nd, 3rd till 12th episode. i don't know why, i was attached to the show. hahaha. this dude Ryan Atwood really makes me drooling. he's soo hot i tell you. yeah, i know lame right? this show has been aired like 2 years ago. haishh.. i'm sooo out dated. you see guys, i think i've fallen for this Ryan dude. oh gosh, what should i do now? i'm so nervous. cehh..poyo je. hahaha..

Ryan Atwood (Benjamin McKenzie).

ohh Ryan my baby..why are you soo cute huh?

Ryan & Taylor Forever Love

actually, my point here is not all about Ryan. I've just realized i have the huge tendency to fall for short guys. like seriously. this Ryan dude is not really tall. in other word, he's short. hehe..to tell you guys the truth, Ryan ain't my first crush. this dude down here is my 1st crush ever. heeee..

Michael Owen, the Man U dude. started to like him since i was in form 1.

Jensen Ackles (2d crush) Catch him in Supernatural.

Shahrukh khan (3rd crush)

see told ya. all of them are not really tall. so-so tall. hey, who gives a damn about that. they're hot! like sooo hot and very pleasing to my eyes. don't you guys think so? hahaha..i'm crapping a lot. okay lah. shall go now. till then,

love to all my readers,
Me.

I miss you like crazy.

Angah.

Along.

Us.

it's been quite a while since we last hung out together huh? oh crap, i miss you guys like hell. i really miss those times where we lepak-ed, chit-chatted, laughed our ass off till it was 2 a.m in the morning. gosh, how i miss those times lah. i know i shouldn't be selfish. you guys are busy and have no time to do stuff like that anymore. but, i really miss you guys lahh. i'm soooo looking forward to see you guys taaww. Hopefully, when you guys have time. huuu..

ohh btw, i don't get people sometimes. especially two-faced people. in front of you, they will act sooo like angels and saying nice words like sure, of course, thank you, you're welcome, never mind etc.
but once you turn around, ohh my good, they hatee you to death and saying those nasty words behind your back. haissshh. i don't understand people :(

okaylah, i'm off to watch the tv.
till then,

cheerio people.

Love,
Me.

I just swore. so what?

attention people!!

I'm soooo pisssedd off rite now. Pfffttttt!!

hey, faker. who the hell you think of yourself huh?
you think you're sooo good enough ar?
pleaseee lahh, i don't even want to know about your f*****g life lah. sorry, i'm tooo busy enough rather than minding your business. 
just so you know, i don't give a damn about your life. bcoz who are you to me? a superstar? a top model? ohhh please..you're just some stupid morons who love to get all the world's attention on you kan? my advise? get a life you jerk!

phew. now, i feeel so damn relieved lah. bahahahah. ooohhh, thank you my baby blog. you're the only place where i can yell at the top of my lungsss!!

Infuriated,
Me.

ain't no sunshine when you're gone.

the most wasted day is that in which we've not laughed :D

hello living people,

i'm doing nothing at the moment. just had my supper. meat loaf sandwich and Nescafe.
oh gosh. i miss my besties and my coursemates so damn much :D
frankly speaking, i've forgotten when is the last time i laughed like nuts. like seriously o.O
this is suck man. for not having a great laugh for quite some time. huhu..
guys!! i miss your jokes and your companion lahh.. can't wait to see you guys this January.
ohh btw. I read an email from Jonathan just now. Jonathan said something about us probably wouldn't be getting the subjects that we had chosen earlier back in Ipsah. huhu..
i'm begining to feel worried now. am fear of the thought that i will be getting the subjects that i don't like at all. i really hope everything is going to be fine in the next year. *pray*

kaylahh. not much to tell here. as always, my shoulder is aching like crap. before i forget, wishing Merry Xmas to my Christian friends and to people who's celebrating it :D

till then,
cheerio people.

Love,
Me.
:p

So you think you can dance people?

hello living people,

been watching this show for like every week now.
i loveee thiss show :D
the routines and the dances are just waayy awesome and plain sickkk :D
my fav dancers so far are Mark Kanemura (the fact that he's soooo cuteee), Chelsie, Katee, Courtney.

ohhh baby..you're soo damn cuteee :D

he's a hoottie. doesn't he look gorgeous here?

kaylah. this is so random. yeah i know.
gotta goo.
my shoulder is aching like hell :(

p/s: the reason i'm doing this post bcoz i'm damn bored dowh.

favorite word of the week: DAMN :D

Love,
Me.
:p

Psssttt..

hey guys,
what do you think of my new header?
i edited the old one a lil bit. did a bit touch up and so on. does it look okay to you?
kaylah..

off to watch Tamil movie. hehe.

Love,
Me :D

Sweet 20 Chicks!

blahhh..i sound so lame and out-dated lah. but, hey I'm doing this for the sake of friendship kayy. hehe. Sayang korang taww.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARYAM CAYANG!! SWEET 20 YO!

she is my best friend in the whole world since high school. she is a sweet friend, a shoulder to cry on. i can't never imagine if you were not in my life. you are the savior of my life and the sunshine when the darkness engulfed me. May our bonding remain forever and till the death do us apart. You are my best friend forever and nothing is gonna change that fact. Love you to the max!! Have a great life ahead and may Allah bless you dear. Don't forget me k?

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZATYTULANG!! YOU'RE OFFICIALLY 20 :)

she is another my best friend in the college. Our 2 years + + of friendship has been remarkably amazing and ahhhh soo sweeett. she is a kind of friend who is willing to catch your hands when you fall to the ground. she is a joker when the sadness engulfed me. she is a type of friend where you can laugh, joke, play and cry together with her. may our bonding remain forever and till the death do us apart okay. Love you tonnnss!! May Allah bless you with longevity, wisdom and happiness.


xoxo,
Me.

you're so addictive.

omggg..it has been ages since i last blogged. like what the heck kan? it's just been 3 days though. ok. so i lied. about the fact that i'm gonna break up with this blogspot. i failed to do so. what can i dooo?? i loveee my bloggie so damn much lah..ok. that's so dramatic lah..to be honest, blogging is addictive. like seriously. i can't resist the temptation to blog. haha..okay lah let's recap what i've been up to these days. yesterday is quite a bore for me. didn't do much lah. i hate my days. seriously. huhu.. this morning i woke up so damn early. around 8 ++ am. ate fries and nuggets for breakkie. watched some lame shows on the tv. blahhh..boring. and here i am now. blogging!! the next agenda, i'm gonna do some cleaning the whole house and thinking to have a nap later in the evening. haha..love sleepingg so much. i remembered a conversation that i had with daddy last nite. so damn funny and yet very sarcastic..grrr..

dad: Ayong, nak guna tak computer tak? kalo tak nak ayah offkan. 
me: alaa..ayah sleep kan jee lahh. 
dad: (jokingly) computer mane bole tidoo. ayong tue yang suke tidooo. me: hahaha..lawak nyer..malas nak dengarr.. 

what else to say? i think that's all. shall go now. dear my fellow bloggers, silent readers or blogwalkers, don't bail on me kayy.. i'll be back. no worries. till then, au revoir people.

away for a few days.

yeah, as you can see. i'm here again. blogging as usual. dang. there's nothing much to tell lah. i'm so sorry that my blog is kinda lame these days. huhu..so, i'm proudly to announce..that i'm gonna break up with blogspot for a few days. you know, i need a break. don't worry guys, I'll be back. and i will blog if there's any interesting events occurred in my life or any cool thoughts that i wanna share with you guys. so, take care guys :) Don't miss me kayy.

till then,
cheerios people!

Love,
Me.

Toast to Malaysia Team!

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

Congrats to National Football Team under-23 for winning the gold medal!! Hoooraayy!
Malaysia defeated Vietnam in the final and finally ended the 20 years gold drought in the Sea Games' football competition.

thanks for making us (Rakyat Malaysia) proud and happy. good job guys!

Jang Nara.

hello people,

i'm so addicted to Jang Nara these days. been watching The Mischievous Princess over and over again. never felt bored. Jang Nara is soo damn cute. and i like her very much. she's my fav Korean actress. I'm surprised that she can speak and sing in Chinese quite well. she is so talented i tell you. sadly, she has not been acting in any dramas or movies for the past few years. I've watched her music video titled 'Kungfu'. it's a dang cuuutee video i tell you. go and watch it. you'll be impressed.

that's all. ciao!

Love,
QisTina.

Beach Girls.

ok update!

well, today, me and a few fellas went for a picnic at Pengkalan Balak, Melaka. there are the four of us. Jiji, Dayah, Sheam and me lah. they are my schoolmates. so, around 9 something, i met up with them at Bazar Mydin 24 hours. we bought our food there. later, we headed to Mydin MITC to find some marinated chicken and beef. after that, we continued our journey to the beach. we arrived at the beach at around 12 something i guess. we set up the barbecue thing and tried our best to start the fire. phew. it was very tough job you know because it was so windy at the beach. a few kids tried to help us but no thanks lahh. we could do it by ourselves. we were totally full. after eating, we had a camwhoring session, where we camwhored like mad women. i was sweating like hell. hahaha..it was damn hot at that time.thanks for that, i was badly sunburned ok. huhu..we went home at around 5 something. overall, yesterday was really fun. it was a blast guys! i'm glad to get the chance to spend the whole day with them before i fly to the oversea. i'm gonna miss u guys lahh. it's indeed one of my best days in my life. sayang korang tau. hehe..

gajah sama gajah bergaduh, pelanduk mati di tengah-tengah.

pesan untuk mereka,

hey, babes. i don't think you guys will read this but i really have to say this. whatever and no matter what happens between our parents. I'm hoping that we can still stick together and do our things like usual. i don't want because of our parents we grow far apart. i don't want that to happen. we used to be very close. we shared almost everything. we have so much in common. i know about all your dirty secrets. sometimes, adults make mistakes. and i don't want us to be such a fool by committing such a mistake. they are the ones who caused the chaos. why should us be involved in the mess they have created. i hope you understand this whole thing that i'm trying to say to you. i love you babes. you guys are my best cousins in the whole world. nobody could ever replace you guys.

Love,
Ayong.

i hate mummies.

dang.
today is going to be a dull day i guess. i'm hell bored. freaking boreed. theres' nothing else to do man. my life's been the same every single day. i've been sleeping at around 6/7 am and waking up at around 1/2 pm. i suck la. my days aren't productive at all. huhu.. i am jobless and am officially broke. but, today i did make an attemp to wake up early. i woke at 8 something. then, watched the mummy, the tomb of the dragon. like the movie. its' weird to see Jet Li played the role as a mummy. and also he's not mean enough to play the role as the great emperor. naahh, i guess he's okay lah. at 11 something, went inside the room to take a nap. woke up just now at around 3 something. now, here i am blogging as usual. actually, i don't have much to blog lah. i blog only for the sake of blogging. gosh, i better stop here.
people out there, don't bail on me. i'll be back. :) :)

till then,
cheerios people!

Love,
Me.

yeah, it's a tag.

LoL. It's been quite some time i haven't answered any tags eh?
so, yeah i'm so in the mood to do it rite now. so, hit it!

Details:

Name: Qistina

Sisters: 0 Brothers: 2

Shoe size: 6/7

Height : 156 cm kot?

Where do you live: Batu Berendam. soon to be called as Hang Tuah Jaya (my dad la said)

Some facts about you:

Favourite drinks: crap, i dunno. green tea kot. and yes soft drinks. i love them!

Favourite Breakfast: Nasi Lemak. Yum!

Have you ever been on a plane? Nope.

swam in the ocean : used to when i was little.

Fallen asleep at school : lotsa lotsa times.

Broken someone’s heart: i don't think so lah.

Fell off your chair : Yes. once i think. happened at Tesco SP. ask the witnesses zaty and ecah.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: waited for sms, yes.

What is your room like : pretty messed up.

What’s right beside you:My brother with his bantal busuk.

the last thing you ate: prosperity burger for the dinner. Yum!

Ever had chicken pox: When i was little. can't recall.

Sore throat: few weeks ago.

Stitches: Nope.

Broken nose: Nope

Do you believe in love at first sight: Maybe.

Like picnics: Yes. Love it!

who was the last person you danced with: with my classmates. performing some bollywood dance.

Last made you smile: my bro's lame jokes.

You last yelled at: My brother.

When did you:

Get sick: few months ago.
Miss someone: Everyday.
Eat: Just now.
Best feeling in the world: being appreciate and loved by people.
What’s under your bed: dust. hairs.
Who do you really hate: No one.

Random:

Is there a person who is on your mind now : Yezzzzaa.
Do you smile often: Yes.

Do you like your hand-writing: If it's written slowly.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: No one.

What color shirt are you wearing now: Yellow.

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. : lying on my bed.

yesterday: at home. didn't go anywhere.
I can’t wait till: I leave this country. *excited*

When did you cry last : can't recall.

Are you a friendly person: yes, i guess so.

Do you sleep with the TV on?: Noo.

What are you doing right now?: Doing this damn thing

Have you ever crawled through a window?: i can't recall

Can you handle the truth? : No.

Are you too forgiving?: hmm..it depends.

Are you closer to your mother or father?: Dunno.

Do you eat healthy?: No.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yup.
Who are you going to tag? : i want zack, kak su and anyone pun boleh je.

phew. omg. finally, i'm done with this tag.

till then,
bye.

Love,
Me.

blueekk.

      Alright. blog update! okay okay. let me recall what did i do for today? firstly, woke up late today, and then spent the whole entire day inside my room. did some reading. like whoa. omg, i ate like a loot today. damn, sure i'll be gaining some weight la. huhu.. gosh, my nose is damn itchy la. this is all becoz i consumed a lot of sambal belacan for the dinner. hehe. omg omg omg. my mom is totally obsessed with tamil movies lately. grrr.. it's so annoying cuz i want to watch hindi movies lah. my mom refused to switch to other channels la. she is totally glued to that ABO channel. grrr.. you know what. if people pass by my house, they would assume that my house is belong to an Indian family i tell you. the only language they can hear from the tv is 'Tamil language'. i fed up already la watching those Tamil movies. bluuueekkkk. but my mom seems to enjoy them very muchhh. apa2 je la mom. damn, totally broke lah. but i'm thinking to catch a movie next week. hopefully. okay la. that's all. this post is very lame and boring. i know i know. i'm having a hard time to sleep nowadays. my eye bags are killing me dowh. i shall go now. ok peeps. ciao!

New Moon.

ok, yesterday, i had a girls' day out with LiLy, LiLy's sister and FaRa.
we were supposed to meet at Carefour.
i had to get there by bus. phew. truly Malaysian lah. :) :) :)
so, i arrived at Dataran Pahlawan around 12 something then met up with FaRa. LiLy was still on her way. so, me and FaRa decided to buy tickets first. We decided to watch New Moon.
later, went around and supposed to meet LiLy at Big Apple. We met up then had our lunch at McD. after that, went around again and we entered few shops to check out some stuffs.

at 2.15 pm, we dashed back to the cinema to watch New Moon. the cinema was so packed lah i tell you. the movie was awesomelahh.. after the movie, went again for jalan jalan around dataran pahlawan and makhota parade. well, the three of us didn't shop anything. hahaha.. we all broke lah.
:) :) :)
later at 6 pm. went back to Melaka Sentral by FaRa's car. thanks FaRa for the ride. :) :)
overall, yesterday was fun la. New Moon was okay okay. Jacob is freaking hot hot. Edward is beautiful as usual. omg. omg. i love his smile. ok. pictures!

the three of us. LiLy, Me, FaRa.

with LiLy's sister.

that's all i guess, bye for now.daaa..

Love,
Me.

i'm so gay :)

yes yes! i'm goin out tomorrow. with my coursemates, Lily and Fara.
omg. i sound so gay. after 2 weeks i'm home, finally i can go out and meet my friends. phew. dad has agreed to give me some pocket money. weeehoooo.. love you daddy!
can't wait for tomorrow. omg omg omg.

Love,
Me

omgeeee.

omg omg omg.

i really hope the plan for tomorrow is going to work out. *pray hard*
so far no news or updates from them.
*sigh*

p/s: each time i plan to go out, something will happen and ruin the plan..huhu.

the gift of a friend.

yeah baby. i'm here again.
:)

currently, i'm hooked with demi's latest song titled 'the gift of a friend'. i like the song and also the lyric is so meaningful. it made me remember my friends who have been supporting me all this time. thanks guys. muah2.

my favourite part of the song is,

'when you have a friend by your side,
that helps you to find,
the beauty of all,
when you open your heart and believe in,
the gift of a friend..'

i like this song damn so much. uhuhuh.. better go now. my shoulder is paining like wth.

love,
Me.

Blabber

bored bored bored.

freaking bored dowh. uhuhuh.

yesterday i was a bit emo. yeah, i know i know. today, i don't know yet what will happen to me.
wait and see lah. ok. i have some new cravings lately.

the list:-

1. i wanna watch new moon badly.
2. Seoul Garden. *drooling*
3. i want new books badly.

that's all i guess.

ciao!
Me.

total loser.

tsk tsk tsk. i don't know why i have this feeling. i feel that my mom and dad aren't excited at all about me going to oversea. plus, i'm hurt actually. so very hurt. that my mom and dad didn't congratulate me when i passed the final exam. :( i guess they forgot about me. or they don't care at all. tsk tsk tsk. this evening i heard a conversation between my mom and ayip. i feel very hurt. i know i shouldn't be emotional about it. but i can't help it. i keep thinking about it till rite now. ok. i feel hurt. deep down in me i feel like my mom and dad don't feel happy about the fact that i'm going to oversea and need to use a lot of money. if they don't like it at all. why sent me to Ipsah in the first place. why let me took the course in the first place. i feel like i'm putting burden on my parents' shoulder. i feel useless. feel like a total loser rite now. bcoz i'm unable to earn my own money. i still need to cling on parents' money. i feel hopeless. i wish i have my own money. sadly i don't have any. i'm waiting and hoping for the scholarship money. i need that money badly. i shall go i guess.

people without wisdom.

ok. topic for today is 'people without wisdom' some people are just assholes, dumbass, pig-headed and narrow minded. and i'm so freaking tired with these types of people. this usually happen at my hometown. the thing is whenever i meet up with people, they will ask me questions like,

hey qis, where are you rite know? what course are you taking? and i will asnwer them like usual, i'm in Kedah. i'm taking B.Ed TESOL course in Institut Perguruan Sultan Abdul Halim a.k.a IPSAH. 

and they will respond to me, they will give me this *stink look* and *a raised eyebrow* ohhh, TESL maktab ker? why didn't you take TESL course in uni? 

my respond to them, *speechless* don't know what to say. the fate brought me there. i can deny fate. *fake smile* 

what really got my nerves is...this particular person. well, i don't want to call her as my friend bcoz i hardly know her. this person, she really looked down upon me when i said i'm taking TESL course in IPSAH. hey, what's your problem huh? she's being bitchy bcoz she is a teslian too in University whatever. she's acting like *macam bagus2 je* bengong! who cares if you were studying in uni or whatever! i don't give a damn about it ok! i'm not ashamed of my institute. i'm not ashamed of my course. becoz you want to know something, the course that i'm taking rite now isn't a common course. well, ehem ehem..our institute is linked with oversea uni. to be exact, the Victoria University of Wellington. do you hear it! i repeat VUW. oversea's uni ok! in fact, i'm considered lucky enough to have the opportunity to study oversea. so, you better get jealous of me. *evil laugh* bahahahah.. 

so, lesson to be learned for today. don't ever underestimate others' ability and don't ever look down upon other people. don't ever try to judge people when you hardly know them ok. do you get that!! bear it in your mind. sorry that i have used vulgar words here. i'm so mean in this post but i have no other choice. i just want those people to wake up and open their eyes widely. don't downgrade other people. nobody's perfect. i don't say that i'm a perfect. i do have weakness. so, please. respect others. i have a very fragile heart. do care about my feelings. xoxo Me.

Syukur.

syukur.
alhamdulillah.
the exam result is finally out.
and i'm remarkably satisfied with the grades.
all my hard work is now worth it.
thanks everyone.
thanks lecturers for your guidance.
thanks friends for all the info, study group.
thanks a lot.

i'm happy.
now i can dream about New Zealand.
and shopping list?? really need to crack my brain to list out all the things for the departure.
:)

Love,
Me.

I want to see him.

      I wanna watch New Moon so damn! huhu.. what to do. my financial condition doesn't permit me to go out. yeah, great. I'm stucked inside the house! FOR THE WHOLE DAMN WEEK! waaaaa... i wanna see my Edward. :( it's very disappointing you know not to be able to go out and to chill out, grrr.. i'm still waiting for this 'person' to return my money. cepatla cepatla. huhu.. oh yesterday, i had so much fun with my bro Amat. he came to our house to see me and to have a chat with me. for few hours. we talked and talked. and i laughed out loud at all the things he said. oh gosh. how i miss him so much. oppss...gtg! it's maghrib already. daa..

Love,
Me.

seeking for forgiveness.

i'm currently reading My sister's keeper. it's a very interesting novel. the novel is full of emotions and tears.

p/s: my emotion is so unstable rite now. I feel like I've sinned to God. I did something bad. and God just punished me. Ya Allah, forgive me.

Me being imperfect,
TiNa.

malu-malu kucing (crappy title) hehe..

i can feel my cheeks are hot rite now.
i can see my face is reddening with embarrassment rite now.
malu malu malu. huuuu..

ok. i just found out from my little brother the letter that i wrote to mama and ayah while i was at Kem Bina Negara has reached home this morning. and guess what?
mama and ayah already read the letter.

waaaa... malu malu malu. melodrama dowh letter tue. ayat nak touching2.

how am i going to face them? huhu.. ahhhh..don't think too much lah Tina.
why feel shy? they ain't strangers. they are our parents. mama dan ayah kite jugak kan.
buat selamba sudah. play it cool babeh!

ok peeps. packing mode!

love,
ME.

i accept this good news with gratitude.

alhamdullillah,
thanks Allah.
thanks ayah mama.
thanks lecturers who have worked so hard to train us.thanks kawan2 for everything. study group, info and so on.

the 58 of us passed the exam.
and in 3 months time all of us will be flying to New Zealand. Syukur.
i'm so excited, mixed feelings and gonna miss Ipsah so much.
can't wait to go home.
want to share this good news with beloved friends and family.

i have a song to be shared with all bloggers.

"cos i'm leaving on a jet plane, don't know when i'll be back again..."
:)

NZ here i come!
you are my destiny. no doubt about it.

good job cohort 1! no matter how hard we have gone through. but we made it! orange rocks!

Dengan semangat berkobar-kobar,

TiNa :)

saya anak Malaysia!

saya bangga menjadi anak Malaysia!

hye peeps,
just got back from BTN yesterday's nite.

ok. entry kali ini di dalam Bahasa Melayu iaitu perkara 152 bahasa Melayu sebagai bahasa kebangsaan tetapi bahasa-bahasa lain boleh digunakan.

Banyak perkara-perkara dan nilai-nilai yang kami semua belajar semasa berada di kem Biro Tata Negara.
Nilai-nilai seperti pentingnya semangat patriotik, tolong-menolong, kerjasama dan tolenrasi antara kaum.

Kami didedahkan dengan perlembagaan persekutuan, di mana setiap individu dilarang mempersoalkan apa yang telah termaktub di dalam perlembagaan.

individu-individu seperti Theresa Kok, Dr. Irene Fernandez adalah mereka yang berani mempersoalkan perlembagaan iatu perkara 3 agama Islam sebagai agama rasmi tetapi agama lain boleh diamalkan dengan aman dan damai. mereka telah mencabar perlembagaan dengan meminta azan diperlahankan dan banyak lagi.

sebagai negara yang berbilang kaum dan agama. kita hendaklah menghormati agama masing-masing dan menghormati apa yang termaktub di dalam perlembagaan supaya negara kita aman dan rakyat dapat hidup dengan damai. Toleransi adalah penting bagi membentuk perpaduan antara kaum.

Janganlah kita tiru apa yang berlaku di Indonesia. Dimana penganut Kristian dan Islam berbunuhan antara satu sama lain. Ya Allah, minta dijauhkan negara ini dari pertumpahan darah dan peperangan. Dan bersama-samalah kita memastikan tragedi 13 Mei tidak berulang lagi. Amin..

kita juga mesti berjaga-jaga dan prihatin akan anasir-anasir jahat yang cuba memecah-belahkan rakyat kita dan cuba melaga-lagakan antara kaum-kaum.

kita semua tahu tiada satu kaum pun terpinggir di dalam malaysia. kerajaan telah memastikan setiap kaum menerima hak mereka mengikut bilangan mereka dan komposisi kaum masing-masing.

kami juga dapat memahami bahawa kemerdekaan yang dicapai oleh negara kita tidak mudah sama sekali. Ramai pejuang kita terkorban demi mempertahankan negara tercinta. kita dapat lihat bagaimana orang dahulu menggadaikan cincin, gelang dengan rela hati bagi membiayai rombongan yang mereka sendiri tidak tahu akan berjaya atau tidak. Iaitu rombongan Tunku Abdul Rahman ke London untuk memperoleh kemerdekaan daripada British.

kami juga dapat mengetahui betapa negara kita membangun dalam pelbagai aspek. Petronas adalah lambang kejayaan Malaysia dan terkenal di serata dunia.
Di kem inilah, kami belajar bahawa kerajaan kita adalah terbaik. Bersyukur lah wahai mahasiswa luar negara semua. tanpa kerajaan kita yang baik hati ini, tidak mungkin kita akan dapat belajar hingga ke peringkat ini dan kita juga dapat melanjutkan pelajaran sehingga ke luar negara. Insyaallah. Amin..

Our government is the best! Bukan nyer nak suruh promote undi kerajaan. but, let's think. Tengok negara lain. ader kerajaan mereka sebaik kerajaan kita. nope right? so, lu pikir la sendiri. Jangan asyik nak complain je. Buka mata anda luas2..

Lastly, Sayangilah negara, bangsa dan agama. One Malaysia! Dari, Kem Biro Tata Negara KLIA, Nilai, Negeri Sembilan.

Salam satu Malaysia,
TiNa.

great food, great walks, great spend.

ok yesterday was fun.
we had sort of girls' day out yesterday. eh no. not really girl's day out.
suddenly Kudin wanted to tag along with us.
so, we decided to drive to Penang, to be exact to Gurney Drive.
though at first, the car got a little problem. all of a sudden, the car didn't want to start .
but we ignored the car and went to try out food at Seoul Garden.
the food was great and yum! we ate non-stop till we gave up. bcoz we were full already.. hahaa..
later, we went window shopping and sight-seeing.
i spent a lot at Gurney.bought myself a nice Roxy bag and a good novel to be read to fill my leisure time, well, you know life is quite boring after exam. huhu..
when it was the time to go back, we were lucky enough bcoz Penang people were very helpful.
few Chinese man offered to fix our car. and finally the car can start again. phew.
it was a nerve-wrecking moment for us. thank god everything went well.
after that, we thanked the guys and drove back to SP.
we reached Ipsah safely..but we dropped by Kudin at Bertam. becoz he wanted to stay overnight at his aunt's house. that's all i guess. bye for now. daa..
these are the pics of the day!





p/s: i spent money a lot yesterday. die die die..huhu..but nice roxy bag that i got..hehe..thanks to ecah, zaty, ain, mufid, neda, soleh, naia, and kudin. yesterday was a blast! great food, great walks and great spend. hehe :D
with love,
TiNa.

it's nothing, but check it out.

what does my birth month say about me??

check it out!!

Fun to be with- i don't know about this. ask my friends. they know me better.
Secretive- yes.not all things can be shared with others
Difficult to fathom and to be understood- hmm..nobody understand what i really want exactly..
Quiet unless excited or tensed- actually, i'm a talkative person.
Concerned about people`s feelings- yes. i do care bout others.
Friendly- of course. people will love to befriend with me.
Approachable- hehe..try la kalo berani. i'll kick your ass. warning for the dudes :D
Emotional - sometimes, when things out of control.
Easily hurt- i can't stand when people talk bad bout me. huhu..
Forgiving but never forgets- yang lepas tue lepas. friends?
Dislikes nonsensical - not into harry potter.. rubbish..sorry potter fans.
Caring and loving - this sounds like me. i care and love my friends, family and cats.
Strong sense of sympathy- boohoo..can't stand to see others suffered.
No difficulties in studying - so far everything is ok. can cope with my course.
Always broods about the past and the old friends- huhu..miss my old friends..i hope they are doing well. long time no see them.
Loves to be loved -yes. who doesn't want to be loved by the loved ones. ehem..

Love.
TiNa.

nature freak!

oh dear, suddenly i got this feeling. i'm yearning for nature so much rite now. so stress in here. miss homie and craving for nice food. huhu..exam is over. but why do i feel unhappy?

with love,
Me.

Highlights!

hi i'm back!!.

highlights of my days recently:

1) just finished my final exam. phew..really tough dude.
2) preparing myself for Biro Tata Negara. it's time to brush up my history knowledge..huhu..
3) busying myself filling in forms and documents for the fly purpose
4) watching movies at night, to kill boredom for sure.
5) what else ar? i think that's all.

ok. about my exam. frankly speaking, i think i did quite well la.. after all hard work and group revision. i'm satisfied with my performance in the exam.
i pray hard that i will pass the papers with flying colours. amin..
oh gosh, i'm so fucking hungry rite now. i've been stuck inside the hall for hours, to fill some forms and bla bla.. going out this evening to buy some stuff and run some important errands.
damn, so sleeepy. slept at 5 am last nite. reaally need to eat la. lapau tahap cipan.

p/s: budak2 nie ajak gi meronggeng kat Penang. what do u guys think? hmm..i think let's rock out! babe.

with love,
TiNa.

Have you?

ok. this is crazy.
my third post in a day.

ok.just straight to the point.
have you ever been in a situation where you feel so helpless and can't do much about it.
yes. i have been there before. couple of times. huhu..
sometimes i just feel like wanna scream my lungs out. and tell everyone to stop. stop whatever shit they are doing. haihh..

hey you.
i don't know. and not sure what magic did u cast on me.
i'm trying my very best to move on. please. go away. far from me.

i have been chatting with this guy. he gave a quotation that sounds very interesting to me. hey, you don't mind right? if i published your words in my post. *wink*

here it goes,

"A flower does not like to be faded...But a day will come to soil its real beauty. But real friendship which will exist always....no one can destroy....and will never fade........."

to be able to choose between friendship and him. i will definitely choose my friends rather than him. becoz you guys want to know something. i can live without him. but i cannot live without my friends. Friends are more important that anything else. right??

Love,
Me.

letting go.

who says letting go is easy? bullshit!! letting go can never be easy.
when it happens to you. then, you'll realize how hard it is to let go of something or someone.
to be honest. i'm selfish. yes. i'm very selfish.

Love.
Me.

baby it's raining..

wahh it's raining outside.
i love it..(this is the time where i usually take a nap)
oh yeah. i think i won't upload the pics about the trip to Perlis in here. so lazy lorh.
too many to upload. plus internet connection here so damn slow and frustrating. i think you guys better check out the pics in my fb. ok?

ok..exam is in two weeks time. gosh, i have to double my effort and revision.
really have to struggle this time. huhu.. ya Allah. terangkan lah hatiku. aminn.

seriously. cuak dowh nak exam!!
mama, ayah!! ayong takot..huhu..

Love.
Me.

Road trip Perlis.

hey guys!

Happy Deepavali to all Indians
especially my coursemate Logesh..and her boyfriend, Arun. hehe..

well, this deepavali break i decided not to go home. becoz me and several classmates have planned to spend our holidays in Perlis. so, off we go to Perlis. 2 days and 1 night in Perlis.

this is my first time coming to Perlis. wahh..so proud with myself.
thanks so much azu and syud for the accommodation, and for being the tourist guides for us.

Habis satu Perlis ktorg jelajah.hehe..

thanks guys for the trip. a trip to remember :) :)

thanks guys :)

hye people.
i miss u guys already..huhu.. so sorry for the absence.
my physical condition does not permit me to blog so often..kui kui..
cam saket nak mati je.. nope lah..i caught a fever and flu.
that's all. but dun worry..i'm feeling much2 better now.
i would like to take this opportunity to thank those dearest friends who have come jejalan raya at my house. thanks so much guys. i'm so pleased to have you guys as my guests.
i think this year raya is merrier than last raya. seriously.
btw, i'm going back tomorrow. by car. guess who'll be joining me,dad and nenek??
well, she is my classmate, fida. at least i have a companion to chat with. hehe..
ok guys. have to go.. i feel a bit dizzy now. damn punyer medicine.. buat org ngantuk je..huuu..

with lots of love,
QisTiNa :)

p/s: tonite i will be online-ing till morning!! :)

Happy Eid!!

Happy Eid Aidilfitri!!
may this raya be better, more joyous and prosperous than last raya.

p/s:

1. makan byk giler hari nie,
   
2. pastu tido petang sampai 3 jam. penat punyer pasal.
   
3. 1st day collection, around RM150. hehe..
4. besok collect lagi..ngeee...

lots of love.
Me.

2 days left..yipeee..

oh blimey..
only 2 days left before i can go back home for raya holidays!!
yipee..can't wait.. i'm too excited..seriously ok.
i'm really looking forward to this coming raya. i wanna eat as much as possible.
it's very sad because in here i seldom get to eat scrumptious food.huhu..
getting bored with the food here. and i wanna collect duit raya as much as possible tooo..
last year, i managed to collect around 2oo hundreds.. hoping this year i can earn more than last year. the best part of raya, is receiving the duit raya..heee..
why not? i'm still eligible to receive duit raya ok. why i say so, everywhere i go, people will ask me,

'eh, Farah..dah besar dah kamu..form berape sekarang??'

so it means i look young and still eligible to receive duit raya kan? :P
i'm not sure i will have baju raya for this year raya.
my mom didn't say anything. i'm hoping i will have baju raya at least one pair..i won't demand too much. i know my mom's bajet for this raya is little.
so i don't want to burden her asking this and that. trying to be goodie2..hehe..
what else?
oh yeah. this holiday i will be burdened by a tons of work and preparation for presentations. grr...why can't they leave me ALONE!!
SO ANNOYING..
i don't care. this raya i wanna have fun as much as possible.
assignments?? i figure out some other way to finish them.
okla.. i think that's all for today's crap.
see you guys soon..

last year raya, with dearest cousins..oh i miss them so much:)

with love,
TiNa.