New year's resolutions.

      Hey there, the year 2008 is coming to the end.. Like everybody in this world, I also want to start off the year 2009 in the right foot. What do you guys think?? Could I make it through 2009 without any obstacles?? This is my new year’s resolutions!! Check them out!!

 1. Get better grades (let’s do this!!)
2. Be a planner, get organized
3. Lose weight and get fit (gosh, this is so hard!!)
4. Don’t procrastinate things
5. Early to bed and early to rise
6. Limit the time on the net
7. Don’t stay out too late at night
8. Cut down on fast food (remember they’re not healthy!!)
9. Manage the stress and get some fun (remember not too much fun!!)
10. Spend less money- be penny wise
11. Get rid of bad habits and pick up some good habits
12. Read more and more!!
13. Be confident and stand out!!
14. Get closer to my girl friends (sorry boys..hehe)
15. Be happy Tina!!

So, these are my resolutions for year 2009, I hope I could maintain my resolutions and stick to it. If good willing, I will be a better person for this year 2009 than the last year..
Before I forgot, Wishing you guys outta there, Selamat Tahun Baru!! May this year be better than the last..

Lots of love,
Me.

Rusty Brain

        Hello guys!! i'm back again to update my blog. soon, the holidays are coming to the end.. i can't wait to be back again in maktab. i really miss my friends, the lectures, the assignments.. i really hate a long holidays, holidays make my mind and brain quite rusty.. i think my English quite rusty rite now, all of a sudden., i have forgotten what i learnt this year..hahaha..weird rite?? that's all because of the long holidays..huhuhu.. i lost the capability to think.. even rite now, i can't think of any ideas of what to write about in my blog..*sigh* so sad.. i guess that's all for today.. there's nothing to blog about.. gosh!! i'm really rusty.. gotta go, see ya!!

the day i watched the earth stood still.

        Hye peeps, sorry for not updating.. i was trying to deal with the most turbulent time in my life. my days have been miserable lately, i was having a little misunderstanding with my mom and dad, and it was all my fault..*sigh* ok. ok. enough about my problem. i will just wrap up what i did yesterday.. so, yesterday i went out with my buddy, Opie. lately, i was so stressed out and kinda upset, gosh!! where are we now?? oh, well for yesterday i decided that we watched The day the earth stood still, to make it short, the movie was about an alien, Klaatu who travel to the earth alongside his robot, they want to destroy the earth if they (humans) failed to preserve the earth.. i think this doesn't make any sense, why the aliens want to destroy all humans, without humans, the trees and the plants also cannot live what? humans give in co2 for the plants to absorb. aahh, who cares? it's just a movie tho. anyway, had fun yesterday. that's all i guess. till then, au revoir people.

Love,
Me.

Let your music play..

       Hi hi there!! so what's going on in my world today?? well i guess nothing much happened today.. another freaking boring day for me.. actually i wanna share with my readers this good news.. i got a new cell phone..hoho.. well i didn't buy it.. i exchanged my former cell phone with my bro and i got his brand new phone..hehehe.. thanks little bro..it's very kind of you.. i'm so excited.. it's nokia 5220 XpressMusic.. my new phone is so cool and gorgeous..weehhooo the colour is red...it's my fav colour.. in case you guys have never seen this phone.. take a look at this picture that i've found in the internet..

Nokia 5220.

my new interest.

        Hola peeps!! today i practically did nothing again, another boring day for me. for the past few days, i've been trying to contact my old pals, asking them whether they were free or not,
unlucky for me, they were too busy and got no time for me.. *sigh* so sad...someone please hug me!! what should i do?? all my plans didn't work out so far.. for the past few days i indulged myself into romance novels, usually i don't like reading, but this time, i managed to finish reading all novels on my shelf, like whoa. that was amazing hahaha.. i should make an effort to go out and have some fun out there, but i'm afraid i would overspend my money..that's why i need to spend less from now on..

the latest need to buy:-
1. new shoes for class
2. a gorgeous bag for class..i've seen one at Parkson..really like it
3. new novels..go for romance..my new interest..

wonder if i got enough money to buy those things.. never mind i will figure out other way to find money.. or i will beg my parents to give me some money.. easy way rite..hehehe..well you know me..opppsyy.. something pops up, i will update soon.. till then,

Love,
Me :)

Go away boredom!

        Hi readers!! Today i practically did nothing interesting. today was so lame and dull. there was nothing else to do in here, i began to feel extremely bored!! these are what i did for today..

1) i woke up late today..2.00 p.m..don't ask me why.. 
2) watched Barbie as the island princess..the movie is cool though it sounds so childish..hahaha..hey who cares?? i enjoyed the movie.. 
3) i did some house chores today..like sweeping and cooked some rice for my dad..hahaha..this is so not me..but still i did it..it's my duty as daughter.. 
4) i read a few pages of my novel, titled I'm in no mood for love..does the title sound like me??..lol.. 
5) watched some csi series.. 
6) and as usual online and blogging..*sigh*

      i guess that's all for today, i'm thinking of maybe i could catch some movies this week.. or hang out with my dear friends.. i don't know.. it's just a plan..hope that my plan will work out.. dear god.. please let my plan work out.. i just wanna have some fun.. this boredom is killing me!! i shall go now.. nite everyone!!

the not so handsome hero

what's up readers!!

      Hey hey i'm back again to update this blog, let me share with you guys. what i practically did for today. as for today, i went to the cinema again with my buddy Opie. as usual i wanted to watch English movie, but my friend, Opie.. she successfully convinced me to watch the Cicak Man 2.. urggghhh...gross!! i hate lizards!! i didn't want to let Opie down... so i agreed to watch the cicak movie.. cak cak cak.. hmm..the movie was ok.. and totally hilarious and fun..(sape yg x gelak kalo apek wat lawak LOL) Cicak Man 2 is the sequel of Cicak Man.. as usual the Professor Klon is back with his dirty plan, Black Planet.. where he tries to pollute the world's supply of fresh water and turns the water into black.. then Cicak Men comes to the rescue.. but before that he needs to face the Professor Klon's assassin, Rrama.. uhuhuh... enough already the synopsis.. in the end.. Cicak Man manages to save the world!! hoorayyy..happy ending rite.. below is the promotional poster of the movie..

it's a good movie for kids and families to be watched.. but one thing i'm really disappointed with this movie.. why does the hero not handsome??? sob sob sob.. could anybody answer my question?? uhuhu..don't mind the question.. still, i really had fun today!! ok..i will go now..
dreamland!! here i come.. i will update real soon!! see ya!!

Love,
Tina

Tagged by Ada again..

The last persons who tagged you are: AdaLiciouS!!

1.What is the relationship of you and him/her?
my coursemate..

2. Your impressions towards him/her.
I like her..she seems so sweet and kind..

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
allowing me to read her beautiful blog..i think..

5. If he/she become your lover, you will...
never!! lol

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
I dunno know..she seems so sweet..hehe..

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on his/her
never!!

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
talk bad behind me..

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
hanging out with her..

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
such a sweet gurl..=)

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
positive – friendly..i guess
negative – moody..

12. The character of you for yourself is?
inferior..

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
not confident enough..

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
I wanna be david beckham..he is so rich!!

15. For the people who likes you, say something to them.
thanks..really appreciate that..

16. 8 people to tag:
1. zack
2. syamil
3. bob
4. ammar
5. naufal
6. fitri
7. izzy
8. ali my cousin

17. who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
azuliana..hehee..

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
bob..dah tentu male..heheh..

19. If no. 7 and no. 8 were together, would it be a good thing?
I dunno know..i think they have never met before..

20. How about no. 5 and 6?
gay couple..no no..not in ipsah…haram..

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
B.ed Tesol..same with me..

22. Is no. 4 single?
no..

23. Say something about no. 2.
syamil..wahahaa..x taula nak habaq aper pasal dier.. I think he’s funny..heheh

hohoho..

        Hi hi you guys!! i'm back again to share with you guys what i did today, well for today, me, ayip, abang ngah accompanied my mom to have dinner at Renaissance Hotel Melaka, the clinic where my mom worked had organized an event at that hotel, the event was given the name as Orthopedic Night, so there i was, enjoying the food, drinks and performances.. my mom was involved in one of the performances, my mom and other staffs performed a dikir barat, it was fun but unfortunately i didn't understand what they were singing, to top it all, i will share some pics of the night..

Twilight.

 
      WHADDUP? today i went out at last. after 2 weeks at home, i managed to sneak out from my house, and met my friend, my schoolmate, Opie. we decided to watch a movie and it was my idea that we watched the Twilight movie. oh my god!! Twilight was awesome! such a romantic and suspense movie!! Twilight tells a love story between a hot and super gorgeous vampire, Edward(Robert Pattinson) and an innocent and teenage girl, Bella (Kristen Stewart).. this is such a great movie.. i have to admit that I've watched the supernatural series and angels series, and none of the vampires are hot or cute..instead they are very scary and terrifying.. but this vampire Edward is so hot! so you guys need to watch this movie :)

p/s: pasnie nak cari pakwe vampire lah..hehee..oh Edward!! Marry me..

Apologize.

       Hi readers, i'm back again to update my blog, we have made mistakes especially when we were young, when i looked back across the years, i realize that i hurt someone who was very close to me, i managed to create a poem, in this poem i express how sorry i am to that person, here's a poem by me, entitled "Apologize" sorry if this poem a bit crappy, huhuhu..

Apologize

By Tina

those days,

you and i,

were best friends,

nothing could come,

between us,

but finally,

it came,

and tore us apart,

" i hate you"

i yelled at you.

years have passed,

now i realised,

i hurt you a lot,

i need to say,

those two words,

but i'm afraid,

you won't listen,

just two words,

" i'm sorry"

that is all,

i wanna say to you..

i'm sorry. so sorry.

       Hello readers. i'm back again to update my blog, actually i want to share something that has been bothering me for the past few days, for the past few days, i have been thinking about this girl, she's my classmate during the school days, here's the story begins, in 2005 this gurl was transferred to my school, she was a new student.. her name is Juliana, i called her Jue, when i saw her alone, i approached her and offered myself to become her friend, then everything was so fun and we were best friends, till one day in 2006, that everything became so wrong, she made a mistake and it hurt me so much, i was so mad at her at that moment, for the couple of months, i didn't talk to her or even look at her, i was angry and i didn't know why i hated her so much, she tried to talk to me and said how sorry she was, but i didn't listen to her, i was too ego to forgive her mistake, to me her mistake was unforgiveable, till the last day of school, i still didn't talk to her or even look at her, i hate her so much... but now i realised i have made a huge mistake by not forgiving her, because of that i have lost a such a good friend, we have lost contact since we left the school, till now i have never heard any news about Jue, it's like she vanished to somewhere, even my other friends also don't know where she is, i feel so guilty towards her, i wish that i know where she is, i want to tell her that i have forgiven her, that i'm not mad at her anymore, i just want to meet her, and tell her how good friend she is. I want her to forgive me too after what I did.

 Jue,
if you read this post,
i'm really sorry for everything,
i was harsh to you,
oh god,
where are you Juliana??
Wherever you are in this world,
i wish that,
may all joy and happiness be at your side,
lastly,
just want you to know that,
you will always be my best friend,
i don't hate you anymore..
and i will remember all the things we did together,
i won't forget our memories together...
i'm truly sorryyy...

Happy hols

        Helo2 my readers, i'm at home, i reached home about 7.00 am this morning, ermm... what to say ar, actually i'm not in da mood of holidays, huhuhu... i'm going to miss my friends!! Ecah, anne, zaty... i missed you guys already, i don't know how i'm going to spend my holidays here without my friends.. life is quite boring and dull here without you guys..huhu.. hah!! i know what i will do to fill my holidays, i will eat, sleep, online, sleep again, then online again and read some novels to kill the time... till the holidays are finished.. haihh...so boring!!! ermmm... nothing much to write ar.. i guess i will stop here, before that, wishing Happy Holidays!! to all NZ clans out there...

Love,
Me.

D.I.N.N.E.R .M.O.D.E

from OK to KO.

       Hello peeps!! just wanna inform you guys that, i will not be able to online and updating my blog for several days or maybe weeks...huhu.. because my laptop is having trouble and i just sent it to be repaired, i'm having a bad luck now,*sigh* because my lappy went K.O. sorry for not being able to update my blog, before that, to all my course mates, wishing you guys, good luck in final exam!!

Bloody Bored.

   I'M BORED!! SO SICK OF THIS LIFE!!!!!!!!!! WAWAWA. I BETTER GO TO SLEEP. BEFORE I WRITE ABOUT NONSENSE THINGS

Lack of motivation

dunno why i'm not in the highest of spirits to study lately..study is a tiring job and it needs a lot of commitment..and i don't have such commitment..*sigh* i crap a lot. yeah, i know.

Riang Ria Raya

         Hello2 everyone!! i begin to miss you guys so much!! heheh.. well, i'm still in the mood of raya, why not? today's just the 4rd day of raya, huhu..rite now i'm back in Ipsah, being back in Ipsah make me feel sick, i don't want to be here!! sob,sob.. i mean hari raya has not ended yet.. i should beraya sakan at my hometown, not stuck in Ipsah and do assignments,revision bla..bla.. *sigh* i should be grateful, after all i still managed to celebrate Eid with my family..thank you Allah, imagine students who study at overseas, they didn't get the chance to celebrate Eid with their family in Malaysia due to long distances..(flight tickets are expensive) well, raya for this year is still happening and exciting, but duit raya collection for this year is not much lah..i got around 200 ringgit, sikit kan..last year i got 350 ringgit.. people won't give me duit raye anymore because i've grown up already..haiihh hey what's the problem of these people lah, i'm not married yet, so i deserve duit rayyyyaaaa... ok. enough all this crap. ok picture!

the cousins :) 

Love,
Me.

Happy Eid

to all my relatives, friends and muslims out there,

wishing you all Selamat Hari Raya!!

May this raya is more joyous and blissful than the last raya.

Love,

Me.

Home sweet home at last.

       Hello my readers and friends, huhu.. sorry for not updating, i have been busy lately, rite now, I'm at home, after 16 hours of travelling, here i am, home sweet home, haihh.. though i'm exhausted, still i force myself to online, heheh.. what to do, online is my passion.. let me tell you guys a story, story about my journey to home, at 9.15 pm yesterday, i boarded train from Butterworth to KL Sentral, while in the train, i was having a problem to sleep, so noisy and the lighting was so bright..huhu the ultimate disaster is..my back hurts you know, around 6.30 am then i reached KL Sentral, then from KL Sentral, i boarded komuter to Seremban, about one hour and a half the journey from KL Sentral to Seremban, i reached Seremban around 9.00 am, then without wasting no more time, i rushed to Terminal One, to buy bus ticket from Seremban to Melaka.. my favourite was definitely be the Transnational bus, i boarded the bus at 10.30 am, and reached my hometown around 12 pm, huhuhu..damn tired and sleepy.. it was a long journey, you think so? I'm fucking tired rite now, i need to pen off rite now, i will update real soon, before that, wishing you guys Selamat Hari Raya!! gotta go,

Love,
Me

First Crush

        Looking back across the years, to when I was a kid, i find myself remembering someone, guess who? my first crush... there is not much I remember about him, all I know is his grandfather is my step grandpa's brother, when I was a kid, my granny and granddad took me to live with them in Penang, so, there I was, alone with no other siblings to play with, but then i met with this boy, the boy that i mentioned above, his name is Zul. Zul what I can't remember, he had been my best friend and my childhood's friend, he always came to my granny's house to play with me, and I liked him so much. but our friendship wasn't long. when suddenly my mom took me back to Melaka, I didn't have the chance to bid him goodbye, from that moment, I lost contact with him, I realized that I lost my best friend ever, I didn't blame my mom, it's not her fault, I wasn't belong there, now after 11 years, I still remember him but not much things I recalled about him, I wonder how he looks like after 11 years we haven't met each other, and i wonder whether he still remember me?? I don't think I will ever get the chance to meet him again,*sigh* it's impossible to meet him again, only god knows.. if I could meet him again, Zul ( I can't remember your full name huhu) wherever you are in this world, I really hope that I can meet you once in a lifetime, I really wanted to say this, you are my best friend ever, and you are always be my childhood friend, just want you to know that, you are part of my childhood's memories... lastly, aiyohh, so shy lah to admit this.. you are my first crush ever heheh malu nyer. ok then, I need to pen off rite now, damn sleepy. Zzzz I will update real soon.

Love,
Me.

Sorry, Sifu..

helo2, my friends and readers,

        Hope you guys are in the pink of health, wow!! today was truly crazy busy and a tiring day, after class i rushed back to my room to perform my prayer, then I dressed up to meet my group members at Balai Ilmu, we had shooting and acting at 2.00 pm. what can i say, we were really bad in acting, some of the scenes need to be repeated over and over again, because some of us were not ready and still awkward, especially Fara, she really loved to show her teeth and smiling during the acting, heheh..don't be mad Fara..just joking, we finished acting around 4pm, and i rushed back to my room to perform my prayer and then got ready for basketball tournament at 5.00 pm. Nz3b had organized a basketball tournament that evening, my roommate Ecah already chose me, zaty, anne and ain as players, and ecah as our coach, she's really good in coaching us, our team's name is Sifu, (nickname for ecah because her eyes really look like Sifu's eyes in Kungfu Panda)...oopps sorry ecah..just joking,heheh... we played one match that was against Junior TESOL, I can't remember the team's name, and the scoreboard was we lost 0-1. huhuhu...sorry ecah, it was my fault that we lost, i had 2 attempts to score goal but unfortunately i failed to score, sorry..sifu.. heheh.. although we lost,still i had fun, this my first time i joined basketball tournament, i can say that it was such a great experience for me, a big thank you to ecah for giving me chance to play for her, that's all from me today, i can't write more, my mind is tired and need a rest, I will stop here for now, i will update real soon, don't worry!! see ya,

Love,
Me x

SS discussion and Penang.

       Hello, hello there, my friends and readers.. at last i manage to steal some time to update my blog, just now i had SS discussion with my group members, we already finished the scripts and hopefully we can act tomorrow, huhuhu.. for the past few days, this SS coursework has been buzzing my head and made me couldn't sleep at night, hopefully, we can finished this coursework as soon as possible, so that i can have a deep and long sleep at night, heheh.. after this, i'm going to Penang with my friends.. i wanted to reject their offers but I couldn't resist going out with my friends... at last i accepted their offers.. what can i do? friends should be first !! that's what I usually think, hmm..I haven't ironed my clothes.. i think i will stop here, huhuhu.. i want to write more but I'm running out of time, ok then, i will update my blog real soon, wait for me ok.

Truly,
Me!!

Choir BPG

hey people,
it's time to update! more pics to come yeah baby!

It's a show time!! 31 August 2008, me wearing batik and hat.. maigadddd sunburned

Panorama of dataran merdeka during night...

Persembahan padang...

Choir BPG Kemerdekaan Ke 51

        There is nothing much to say about Choir BPG merdeka 2008..only few words to describe it.."Gempak giler" choir BPG merdeka this year..I'm speechless to say more about it..There is no doubt that I'm quite happy and proud to be part of this special event..Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan yg ke 51!! to all the Malaysians... Being part of this event, make me realize that we are so lucky to be anak Malaysia!!! Kami anak Malaysia...lalala..Perpaduan Teras Kejayaan...lalala..Thank u Malaysia..for the prosperous and peace during these 51 years of independent...

Love,
Me.

Putrajaya, I'm soo don't wanna come.

         This is my last day of my holidays, tomorrow I'm going to putrajaya...fuiyyo great!!..yeah rite..huhu.. i hope today never die!!. a week of holidays and yet I still haven't finished my assignments...huhu..apa nak jadi nie!! well it's not my fault lah!! this week is truly crazy busy for me.. for the past few days i accompanied my beloved mom to do some shopping..wajib ikut kalo x melepas.. aiiyohh, so exhausted la..huhu.. luckily for me!! my mom bought me lots of new clothes..heheh..for raya..best nyer nak raya!! thanks mom!! love u so much!! at least saves my money lor... no need to use my own money...weehhooo...x senonoh nyer anak.. finally!! I managed to change my hp... I exchanged my phone with my bro.. heheh..thanks bro...it's very kind of you.. my new hp quite okla.. not the latest but okla..heheh.. still got camera and mp3 player..but no memory lah..haiihh.. aiyohh...stop complaining lah!! be grateful gurl..at last I changed my hp..no more polyphonic ring tones..hahaha.. okla..i need to stop lah.. still got tons of work to be done!! don't worry...i will updating real soon.. gotta run.. bye!!

Love,
Me.

Hectic Life.

Huhuhu...I need break..I need a vacation... There are so many things buzzing in my head!!
I think I'm going to be crazy!!

1) I need to finish SS essay today and proposal before holidays!!
2) I have to do ISL ES today and pass up tomorrow!!
3) Then, I have to write Islamic education essay and hand it before holidays!!

Huhu.. Life is crazy busy in Ipsah.. Wish I can cruise back to the past.. My childhood days...
Those days I truly enjoyed my life.. no tears, no assignments, no studies... haih..
Back to reality please!! Those days have already gone..gone with the wind...
No use to regret it.. I need to move on to another chapter of life.. Love??? Haih... 
Rite now.. I'm in no mood for love..

Cantik..Cantik..Cantik ker?

        Hallo friends and readers!! I haven't been updating my blog for a few days huhu. Well, sorry for that. It was not my fault!! The Internet connection is very frustrating. It sucks.. Well, today was reallllyyyy happening... NZ3A had organized a volleyball tournament this evening. Previously, we were supposed to train 3 person and prepared them for today's tournament.. As for me, I already chose zaty, ecah and ain to play for me.. Our team's name is Cantik Ker? hihi funny rite.. Well, I put that name bcoz..all of them are quite beautiful and fairer if I'm not mistaken lah. yeah rite..whatever hihi. Even though my team was not good enough and they lost..huhu..but I was totally proud of them. I applaud for the hard work and determination they have shown. And I wanna thank them to play for me. Thanks so much!! Sorry dude it was my bad that you guys lost. I didn't train you guys enough huhu.. Cantik ker? xpe kalah. just played it for fun...ok dear.. Well, I still keep my promise to treat the three of you drinks...lalala.. I truly enjoyed myself today...even it was a tiring day ( I had to be the referee...abis gelap kulit muke). Ok then, I'm wordless now. Gotta run. I will update real soon. Just wait for me ok.

Truly,
TiNaLiCious

why am I so sleepy?

       Dunno what's wrong with me...*sigh* I just woke up from deep and long sleep...for da whole day...huhu.. Lately, I often got sleepy and tired in class...huhu..I hate it you know!! It was rude and showed no respect to the lecturers.. This is my 3rd sem and I must study hard for da exam.. so scared la.. Is anyone out there got any ideas on how I can stop myself from dozing off during classes..*sigh* Gosh!! I really need a break..My body is tired, my mind is empty...wawawa.. I feel guilty rite now...guilty towards my parents.. Each time I doze off in da classes, I gonna let my parents down..huhu..(sorry mom and dad!!) I must buck up man..I can't go on like this forever..I'm doomed for failure if I keep dozing off in da class...(suddenly become so zealous huh)..hihi.. Okla, I need to continue doing my assignments, Ldv essay..huhu.. I will be blogging soon..

Love,
Me.

Money money I need money.

       Hello, hello there, I'm back again to update my blog... Rite now, I'm in da class... It's recess time...weehhoooo.... Doing my work now...need to write a film review on Catch Me If U Can movie...(which my fav actor is starring..hihi..really addicted to Leonardo Dicarpio..haaaa he's so cute... By da way, got so many things need to be done this week...*sigh* Dunno why?...I'm losing my focus lately...laziness overcome me huhu I'm doomed...I have money problem...Dunno how am I going to survive until next week with few Ringgits in my pouch...Huhu...No choice, I have to eat maggie to survive (suddenly became so emotional huh..) I'm a big spender...hmm...serve me right lor (thumbs up for me) Never think to save some money for rainy days...(words that my mom always nags at me...lalala) Something pops up, Will be blogging soon, Till then, gotta go...

Love,
Me

CS, PC Fair and a brand new cooler.

I just got back from CS...went to PC Fair with my roommate and a few gurls from Nz3B...Well, tonite CS is truly happening...Fualawe! Lots of visitors came to PC Fair...Huhu..So crowded and the atmosphere was stuffy...I was shocked to notice that PC Fair in Sg. Petani was quite small compared to my hometown, Melaka...Well, I did buy few things...such as a new cooler for my beloved notebook...and some gurl stuff. Gosh, actually I have money problem and yet I still did some shopping...*sigh*(apo nak dikato) What can I do lor, shopping is my passion...(A confession of a shopaholic) hehe Before we went home, as usual I 'tapau' snack plate for da dinner huhu. I'm starving to death..Ok then, Gotta go, I will be blogging soon.. xoxoxo

Love, 
TinaLiCiouS

Crazy, busy, hungry.

        Hi there, I miss blogging already,hahaha...(what the fish? The last post was yesterday) Rite now in da class,everybody is crazy busy...doing their work and arranging files...Huhu.. Thank God, I already arranged my files...well it lift up my burden a bit...huhu.. No class rite now,but I guess there might be a class after recess....wawawa... Huhu...I'm starving rite now, can feel my tummy growling, asking for food.... I don't know why, I lost my appetite lately...Huhu...I'm not craving for food, like I used to before this...Hmmm...I wonder why? Ok then, I will be updating soon... Wait for me ok...

Love,
Me.

Argghh

       Huhu...Things have been crazy busy rite now...Argghh....I need a break!!...Handout berterabur atas lantai...Pening giler nak arrange masuk fail...Huhu...There hasn't been much time to relax...I guess this week is going to be really2 hectic....wawawa...Is there any place for me to scream my lungs out...'Assignments suck!!'..I guess I will stop here...My thoughts is empty rite now...My eyesight seems blurry...I'm getting tired...Everything is so slow...Argghh...Assignments!! Leave me alone!

Love,
Me.

My 19th Birthday

helooo people of the universe,

It has been a month since my 19th birthday...But I still wanna thank to Zaty, Anne, Ecah, Mufid, Katty and Hakeem for the surprise birthday party...I'm so touched...I thought that no one cares about me...But you guys proved me wrong...You guys do care about me...You guys brightened my days that has been so miserable and dull lately...Guess what?...My 19th birthday was the most unforgettable memory in my life's diary...And thanks also to my classmates NZ3A and those friends who had wish me 'Happy Birthday'...Thanks so much for da wishes,cards,presents...I'm beginning to feel that life can be cool sometimes...And that's because I have friends who are really cool and always supportive towards me...Huhu...I really love you all!! Mwaaaahhh.

ngeee..syoookk habis..Love you guys tonnss.

Deciding what dishes to choose..lalala..

Someone trying to poke my nose..

Katty doing some kungfu stunt..Look like she trying to punch me..Look at me..Cam suke je nak kene pukul ngan katty anderson..

Love,
Me.

Teacher To Be.

Some cool pics taken during sing along session with Smk Ria Jaya students...They're so cool..=)

Ipsah's Angles...( Me, Mufid, Zaty)...hihi..We're hot..Aren't we..lalala..

Me and other facilitators..(me,zaty,mufid,ching ting and farah)..Happy moment..cheeerios slaloo..

Thursday, July 24, 11.00 a.m.

“ Teacher,teacher, how to say ‘berani’ in English,”asked one of the girls.

“Ermm…Brave or bold, you guys can choose either one,” said me.

“ Cikgu,cikgu, nak pilih lagu lain boleh tak?”, asked one of the boys.
 
“ I think we can. What song do you guys want?,” asked me.
 
Today was the most unforgettable day in my life!!! Students from Smk Taman Ria Jaya came here to attend a motivation camp. I was one of the facilitators for language games and sing along session. For the language games, we had prepared several activities for the students. There are blow n burst, elephant memory, let’s guess, modern tales and so on. I think my group truly enjoyed all the activities that we have prepared for them. I could see that they were very energetic and excited. Well, some of them were very reserved, but I encouraged them not to be shy and to enjoy themselves.
At 2.30 p.m we had a sing along session at Bukhary Hall. My group’s theme was ‘School’. They had to create a lyric based on a malay song entitled ‘Ruang Rindu’ by Letto. When the time came for my group to perform, I was very nervous. I’m afraid they would screw the performance up..Huhuhu… But they did quite ok and I’m very proud of them. I was so happy to hear that my group got the third place..Horray… At least my group wasn’t the worst. Here's the lyric...

We are the members of Ria Jaya,
Standing here proudly,
With pure heart,
Our mission is to be the best,
Success is our dreams,
To lead a better life,

We love our school
And we love our teachers,
School is a nice place,
To gain knowledge,
School is a place,
Full of memories,
Where we study and play,
To..gether..

At the end of the session, I congratulated them for their full cooperation. I was so touched when one of them ‘bersalam’ with me...huhuhu...I think I’m going to cry. I didn’t expect them to respect me that much because I’m not yet a teacher. I’m still a trainee teacher. I will not forget them and I wish them good luck in their studies. They have brightened my day!!! Thanks so much you all. I need to pen off rite now...adios…

Love,
Tina

The Miserable Life...

      Tonight, I'm all alone in my room.. My roommate has gone to hot spot to online. I'm struggling with my feelings rite now. I'm feeling blue about something... Something bad happened to my closer friend...Poor him... I'm totally worry about him...He seemed to blame God... He thinks that life is being unfair towards him... When we talk about life... I also used to think that sometimes life is being unfair towards me...Huhu.. I shouldn't think like that...I should be grateful for what I had... But sometimes life is too miserable for me... I cried a lot wondering why am I like this... One of my beloved lecturer once said that we have 2 choice in life, whether we choose to be happy or we choose to be upset... I guess that all this while I have chosen to be upset... That's why I cried a lot during those days... Sometimes I feel like I hate my life so much...I had so many wishes... But none of them come true...Huhu...I'm tired of this life... But what should I do to make me realize that life is beautiful... I have to believe that I'm worth something... I'm not useless... Ya Allah, please give me strength to go on with this life...

Truly,
Tina.

Blogger for the first time.

         Blogging can be really really cool you know... I decided to start a blog when I read my cousin's blog...So cool!! For me, blog is like my 'faithful' listener... where I poured out my feelings and opinions... I truly believe that blog is a good way to flush out negative thoughts from my mind and what I feel inside my heart... I really have fun blogging. And I hope people also have fun reading my humble blog... I gotta go...

Love,
Me.